Jay took a minute to process what just happened. For the first time, he didn't have an answer to give her. No witty remark, no slick comeback, no real credibility.
After what seemed like an eternity, he realized that these people had something to fight for. Sure, it's just a planet, but for them it's so much more. Head hung low, he finally spoke. Except this time, he had nothing to hide.
"Maybe that's all I have to hold on to. Honestly, this life has nothing for me. If I ever make a name for myself, I'm as good as dead. If I hold on to anything, I'm also as good as dead. 'Here' I thought, 'is a place I can do both and not die'. Of course, all people have ever done is use me. Use me for profit, use me for fame, use me for survival. My name is nothing but an illusion to convince myself I am free to make my own choices. Take me in if you want, you could probably use the money."