Well, I mean, if I send a message that says I feel like people are ignoring me, and you admit to actively choosing to ignore it, I think that explains itself right there. I was just going to quietly disappear, until you notified me up there and asked if/when I was going to post. I hadn't even read anything in this subforum until that alert.
I'd be interested to know what this allegation is. The only contact I've had with anyone from Phoenix OOCly is Moogle over in the Heartbreaker and the message I'd sent to someone along the lines of what you just suggested. Saying hey, it looks like you overlooked my post and left me hanging when I was trying to RP with you. They edited their post, I responded, and then it just happened again with the next post, with the same person and other people I addressed. Since approaching the players didn't seem to work, I sent you that message a few days later, to see if you wanted to talk, had any sort of ideas, or if it really was just better for me to quietly step aside.
I didn't know my act was...dirty...because I didn't think anyone actually thought I'd caused any trouble with Yoshi. I don't want to get into too much detail about that whole thing here, but you didn't seem to blame me for any of it after it was over. And Yoshi and I have calmly coexisted on two other ships together this entire time, and were just recently discussing some current events OOCly without any issue.
As I said, I was willing to just disappear quietly, and I only responded because I was alerted that you were asking about me publicly.
Cadet, I did start by contacting someone OOCly, and I did directly engage characters in the RP. Contacting Luca privately was my final attempt after everything else seemed to fail. I agree that something seems out of place - and it might actually be me, which is the first thing I said in my message to him! - and I wanted to see what he thought we could or should do about it. Getting no response (because the GM actively chose to ignore my message) and then being prodded publicly about why I haven't posted was when I brought my (correct by his own admission) concerns out into the open. It's probably a good thing that you popped in here to take a look at this from the outside.