Avel's life began when a pack of incompetent scientists, who were desperate for money, decided that it would be a good idea to clone a dangerous mass murderer and create a new line of elite fighters. What could possibly go wrong?
For starters, everything. The prisoner wasn't properly secured, she broke free, escaped and killed a bunch of guards on the way out. Avel herself became the victim of a faulty memory transfer and was plagued by violent memory relapses for the majority of her life.
The scientists in all their 'wisdom' blamed her for all of it. She had simply stepped out of a cloning vat to be surrounded by destruction and somehow it was all her doing. Until recently she had actually believed it.
It was only now that she realized that she easily could have sued the bastards and lived a life of relative luxury. Instead she did the most illogical thing imaginable: She signed up for for a military she had no interest in what so ever with the single goal of proving the dickweeds wrong.
Her training was a brutal and desperate attempt to show everyone that she wasn't a genetic defect. No matter what she did or accomplished she never got any praise from anyone save for sniveling toadies or men trying to hit on her. Again, she thought it was something she had done wrong.
So in the end she graduated at the top of her class with no praise from the commanding officers who were most likely aware of her origins.
Then came her first mission on the Cirrus Station and boy was meeting Cassefin a real treat. It took every last bit of her self control not to kill her in front of everybody. Her god complex, egotism, fascism and narcissistic behavior was bad enough. But making the security teams live in squalor while the scientists lived in luxury went against the principles SMIDION was founded upon. Avel secretly gave the bitch two giant thumbs down and prayed for a revolution that ended with her being hung.
Then there was the rescue mission involving a runaway tram. The cart she was in wound up being rammed off the tracks by another and that was the most she accomplished on her first mission.
Then came the mysterious gap in her memory and she was assigned to a unit in the 4th fleet. The line of screw ups that transpired were both funny and sad. Then came the part where she tricked Phadera into telling her what happened.
The amazing story of where she was apparently assigned to the Acadia, did a bunch of heroic stuff and was then blown away with red shells at the first sign of trouble.
The government that she had blindly placed so much trust in let them get off completely free, wiped her memory instead of giving her a fair trial, sealed the records of what happened and demoted her for no given reason, leaving her in a constant state of fear.
Why would she be given a chance to prove her innocence and show that it was a tragic accident? It not like there was any justice in the universe or anything. Fairness, mercy, justice, morality, these were turning out to be nothing more that pathetic delusions. She knew better now.
After everything that had happened, she was still surprised by what she heard and had the urge to go on a killing spree right there. But it was all her fault in the end. She was the one who signed the enlistment papers and brought all this hell upon herself. In the end she just felt used, betrayed and really, really, really fucking stupid.
Then something in her head snapped and she couldn't take it anymore. She placed a gun against her head and willed herself to pull the trigger. Even if she wasn't stopped she doubted she could actually go through with it.
Then reality seemingly fell apart and she found herself in a hellish wasteland. The only things there were boogeymen, phantoms, demons and unending sights of unspeakable horror. It also didn't help that every last one of her failures replayed themselves before her eyes. Over and over again until she became numb to it.
Then things got increasing warped and distorted and the horror came back with a vengeance. Things got bad to the point where she felt as though she were about to go stark raving mad. But then she woke up in the medbay.
It was right around there she realized that it was time for a career change.
So she decided to hand over an armor design she had come up with a while back in exchange for a discharge. Only she didn't know if this design would be successful or not.
Then a miracle happened. Wazu was relieved of command, her P4C status was no longer in effect now that he was gone and she could quit whenever she wanted to.
Did she truly want to quit?
Part of her just wanted to get a permanent home and never fight again but what else was she good for? She had way too much self respect to go back to manipulating men for money like that and she didn't have much of that either. Maybe she could sell her ideas to Origin perhaps?
Well, first things first...
Avel marched down the hallway towards the briefing room. She was dressed in simple blue jeans, a black shirt and regular shoes. The data pad containing her airtight legal resignation, life story and request clutched in her fist. She had listed her suspicions about Harm and was volunteering herself to do some investigative work before she packed her bags and took the next shuttle out of here.
Upon reaching the room she quickly walked in, tossed the data card onto the table as soon as she was in range and quickly left. She wasn't in the mood to speak with people who undoubtedly thought she was insane. To be honest, she probably was.
In the meantime she would grab her guns and set up a range where she could hit some moving targets.