Shaastabar spent the inward shuttle ride dreaming of the cold of space.
Would it feel like wind? Like air moving across a swift sky?
The hybrid curled into himself further, jacket hanging loose.
As they neared the station, he turned his eyes away, pale blue of oxygenated world-skies rejecting airless outer-dark. A swift, practiced movement brought his single braid to his right shoulder, like a sudden fall of perversely precise ink-stain. A soft jingle marked the impact of a steel hair-ring on whorled bone.
Hybrid, was the word- indictment or simple fact. He was inhuman, strange; alien, in more respects than one. He relished the sensation of spines shifting beneath the joints; caressed his mostly-nerveless horns, suggestive- though few but mythological scholars would know it- of the ancient Satyr from which the sarcasm of latter ages was named.
The station crept closer, a belly of the beast. A devouring prescence, many souls, many minds- bleak, white, a body without a soul. A quick hand rested on a fellow anonymous passenger, was snatched back as if burned.
Hope-strange-far-despair-hate-hate-despair-whycome-whybe-why?
This was not a happy place. Few came here willingly without something to escape.
How lucky for me. I have something to escape.
With a grimace that did little to spoil the effect of high cheekbone and symmetric visage, he checked his pockets for the thousandth time- these little homes of defiance and perfection-of-task. Here were pharmaceuticals, here pleasures. He visualized each as coated in a small, pale cloud of angel-motes, and smiled- small white teeth divided between canine and grinder.
The idea, of course, was that no-one would ever even notice the pockets, shifting as they did of their own programmed accord, evasive of search. And the garment itself did much....ostentation didn't begin to cover it. It shone, it gleamed- it was, in a word, fabulous, every inch meticulously embossed or embroidered, resplendent in deepest purple or palest silver or most profound black. The gloves were the only portion that did not shift imperceptibly, remaining always the deep black of cured leather, the sigil of raptor-and-rose picked out in crimson.
Security, apparently, was nearly as awestruck as was the intent, though perhaps the preponderance of more utilitarian coiffure and the oddity of a horned and marked humanoid; his balance-limbs spread to radiate the heat of well-concealed nervousness, each one whorled and carved. All passed.
Shaastabar smiled.
A few moments more, and a few lighthearted pumpings of hands and for information, led him to the bunks. A moment's work stowed all that was needful, and a moment more left him with an armor-suit and rifle; the latter was unfamiliar, the former distressingly plebeian, but nonetheless necessary, it would seem. A touch sealed his metagarment strait-jacket tight to the skin; a shrugging motion saw him ensconced in (hopefully) impenetrable material.
He slung the rifle and ran devil-footed after the rest of his team, acid remarks from a simulated lady still ringing in abused ears.
Echoes, again; "Your tradenames...important.."
And, later..."Stay Away..."
He reached the back of the group with balance-limbs at full extension, heat-dissipating membranes shivering in the equivalent of a pant.
He was late. But then again, what else was new? And when wouldn't they send an entertainer to a war-zone?