Phaedra made her way towards the armory, but then stopped short. It occurred to her that Squad Gamma was going to be training in the hangar very soon. She turned on her heel, returned to her room, grabbed the duffle sitting near her bunk, and then entered the hallway again. Phaedra glanced around sheepishly, hoping no one saw her forgetful action.
Phaedra found her way to the armory, located near the hangar. She browsed the selection of weapons available and then requisitioned a
GSAR-M1. Phaedra smiled slightly when the quartermaster handed her the weapon; she had used it frequently during basic training, and it had a comfortable familiarity to it. Plus it was powerful and accurate; exactly what counted in a firearm as far as Phaedra was concerned.
Phaedra noticed several familiar faces milling about the hangar, including Chief Ran who was in charge of Squad Gamma. Hefting the GSAR and its ammo, she headed towards the locker room. She set the weapon and ammo onto one of the benches and then swung the duffle off of her shoulder. Zipping it open, Phaedra removed her suit of Styrling Murr combat armor, painted neutral grey with large brown and green geometric splotches. Painted by hand on the chestplate was the name "Wolf" in white letters. Phaedra smirked slightly at the name, her friends from her batch unit had given each other nicknames, and she had been affectionately named Wolf. After all, it was what Volkov meant.
Her mind flickered back to her training, but quickly recalled the last thing she ever wanted to remember. All too familiar voices shouted at her.
Failure
Useless
Murderer
Phaedra closed her eyes and shook her head, the dark memories vanishing as quickly as they had come.
"You can't change the past, stop letting it control you..." Phaedra thought to herself as she slipped on the armor. It fit snugly and she flexed her limbs and hands to ensure her flexibility. Satisfied, Phaedra placed four of the magazines she had been given into the pouches on the belt and then slammed the last mag into the GSAR. She tossed the duffle and beret into the nearest locker and then strode towards the hangar, carrying the GSAR with her left hand.
Phaedra approached Chief Ran. Conscientious of being an annoyance, Phaedra stood at ease next the Chief and spoke.
"Phaedra Volkov reporting, sir."