Cherry paused a moment; It wasn't a long moment, but it was a definite pause of her freezing up before she once again slumped down a bit, as she usually has been in her recent time aboard.
She... Didn't look like the same Cherry Hanako knew, not by a long shot. This was already well established, but it was quite the reminder. Cherry spoke with a hesitant tone, as if not quite sure if she should actually say it or not but... Either way, she did.
"I... I am going to go with the Asamoya." Another pause, not long enough for Hanako to speak, though, "... And I wish to resign from Star Army." She let out a sigh, as if a burden was undone, and continued, "I... I have no purpose now. I was made for a ship that has been destroyed, fighting in a war that is over, to be with a crew largely gone and to serve a empire thats... Not the same. I'm... A thing... Just some Neko... A one purpose thing. And... Yet I am pushed toward being something else... More... Indepth. When I can't." She nibbles on the bottom of her lip for just a moment as she conjures up the words.
"I'm made to be a short term creature, but I lived longer then that... Leading me to confusion. I was created with a small personality enough to label me as someone else without actually being a individual on my own and... Then I had to fill the void. I'm..." Another pause, and she let out a sigh.
"... I need to find a purpose. Or... I need to restart. I need to leave..."