Alexis poked out of the high collar of the weather coat, and watched Archie, just a shock of undone silver hair and a pair of cobalt, uneasy eyes.
He was very different from the people around him, Alexis thought - the rest of these guys were goons, just street thugs hired on to fill out Alex's rank structure. Hell, she didn't even recognize half of them, because she hadn't been at the meeting; she had chosen not to go. Hadn't even bothered. Though, now that she looked back, it didn't seem like such a bad idea missing that particular meeting. Alexis found it hard to relax her shoulders; this was not company in which she wanted to be found, and for once she felt it. It made her uneasy and unsure, too much for her to sit comfortably, so she hugged the gun and curled a leg, with it. The music seemed so out of place.
Alex had hit that feeling home, of course. The sudden realization that any one of these guys could beat the shit out of her, or probably worse, was not something that she had considered upon joining.
Ah, but wasn't it a fine ideal, she chided herself. Going off to a little war to free everybody, riding around on a submarine where the hot water only worked half the time, when she could still be home in her apartment selling guns to blockheads and making money on stocks. These guys were all the same; even Chrys was no exception, though somehow Alexis tended to put her in the same category.
'sept for that guy, of course.
"Hey," she started quietly, but the wind and the crunch of the tires and thrum of the engine threw her own voice back at her, making it sound weak and worthless. So it died in her throat. That thing that she wanted to say. Suddenly she just didn't want to look at any of them, so she tucked herself back into the collar to ride out the wind.
Well, it had sounded pretty stupid anyway.