MissingNo
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Tweak had no memory of her training since everything she knew was pre-programmed information that she had been born with. No memory remained of her life on the starship she had been posted on, the crew she had worked with, the things she had seen and done...everything before today was like opening a door in a room and finding an emptiness that sucked her in and repelled her at the same time.
She mentally shook off the feeling, looking down, then back up at Dream and returning her attention to what the druidess was saying. Some of the words, most of which the neko assumed to be factions or races by the way they were used in the sentences, were unknown. Tweak had no information on the outside universe, unlike Dream who was a part of a sort of group mind...this "Polysentience" always connected her to and updated her on the status of the Free State and its citizens.
The hug caught Tweak off-guard and she just stood still for a moment, her emotions slowing their roller-coaster reactions and settling into a dull aching numbness. She silently returned the taller girl's hug as Dream held her tighter and one of her hands slowly combed through the damp blue hair around Dream's neck and shoulders of its own volition until Dream pulled away.
She turned and retreated to her bunk, climbing up in two jumps.
The bed was a good substitution for the hiding place Tweak sought out from time to time and wanted now. Since the bed was the fifth one up, it was raised nearly high enough away from the floor to keep other from being able to see her directly if she curled up in the corner. And this is what she did, ignoring the water that her jacket had soaked up from Dream's dress.
I won't remember...but I wish I could...
She mentally shook off the feeling, looking down, then back up at Dream and returning her attention to what the druidess was saying. Some of the words, most of which the neko assumed to be factions or races by the way they were used in the sentences, were unknown. Tweak had no information on the outside universe, unlike Dream who was a part of a sort of group mind...this "Polysentience" always connected her to and updated her on the status of the Free State and its citizens.
The hug caught Tweak off-guard and she just stood still for a moment, her emotions slowing their roller-coaster reactions and settling into a dull aching numbness. She silently returned the taller girl's hug as Dream held her tighter and one of her hands slowly combed through the damp blue hair around Dream's neck and shoulders of its own volition until Dream pulled away.
Tweak bowed her head. "Thank you so much for trying...but I...I may not remember this t-tomor-r-row." She paused, trying to get herself back under control as her voice began catching in the stutter that she got when emotionally stressed. They were still in the barracks, there were other people around...she wanted to stay with Dream so much, but...Della said:She looked straight into Tweak's eyes. Her only left eye was red. Water from her still-wet hair disguised her tears. "It's the price we must pay for a world in which everyone loves everyone else. A small price."
She forced herself to stop sobbing, and put on another one of her fresh, brightest smiles. "I don't know the pain you feel. The pain of being alone, feared, mistrusted, rejected." She whispered. "I'm never alone. But, I'll do everything I can to make sure that, when you'll wake up tomorrow, you'll never be alone, too. I'll be always with you. Always."
She turned and retreated to her bunk, climbing up in two jumps.
The bed was a good substitution for the hiding place Tweak sought out from time to time and wanted now. Since the bed was the fifth one up, it was raised nearly high enough away from the floor to keep other from being able to see her directly if she curled up in the corner. And this is what she did, ignoring the water that her jacket had soaked up from Dream's dress.
I won't remember...but I wish I could...