"Tch! Friend..." Cassefin mumbled, starting to give the notion of another one of her classic biting remarks before unceremoniously halting herself mid-sentence. She glanced around the table at the small group of employees, brow furrowed furiously. However, as her vibrant red eyes circled the table, Cassefin uncrossed her arms and heaved a sigh as she entwined her hands together and rested her elbows on the table. "Alright... I didn't come here to argue with you all, I came to... ask for a favor," Cassefin admitted, her demeanor softening back into a peaceful, slightly stressed expression. She drew in another breath, closing her eyes for a moment as she released it, slowly and quietly, glancing down at the table as she began to speak again.
"But before I ask, I just want to say something to... well, to everyone," Cassefin continued on. What she wanted to talk about must have been somewhat troubling, as she could not seem to really match the gaze of anyone else around the table, instead apparently finding the empty space around the cafe to be a more comfortable target for her. Her uncomfortable pauses and stutters between sentences made it quite apparent of either her incoherency due to alcohol, or perhaps the slight nervousness the words themselves garnered.
"I... ah... I realize that sometimes you all may not think that I or the other administrators take notice to your work on the Cirrus, or appreciate your efforts. I mean, I know Popjoy is on very good terms with all of you... and Peke... and Colonel Vanderhuge... most of the Savtechs seem to like you all as well," Cassefin started to list, clearing her throat after she herself realized how long the actual list would be if she took the time to name them all. "But, I want you all to know that we... that I do notice, and I do appreciate all that you do for the Cirrus. I know that your job is not easy all the time, and I know that I... usually do not go out of my way to make it any simpler a task... and I, umm, I don't try to make things difficult for you. In fact, I try very hard to... well..."
"I just want to... thank you all for what you've done so far for the Cirrus, and for me," Cassefin managed to push to the point of her rather awkward speech, removing her elbows from the table top and leaning back into her chair, wrists resting on the table's edge. "If it were not for your efforts, I'm certain I would not be sitting here. You all may not realize just how helpful your dedication is to the Cirrus and the people aboard, a-and you should! Because the Cirrus is very... important to me, and means a lot to me, and you all are doing a great service to me by keeping it safe," Cassefin's eyes softened upon speaking the last sentence. It appeared to be very sincere; the Cirrus did mean a lot to Cassefin, judging from her demeanor in mentioning the station itself.
"Each of you, in your own ways, has done something the help the Cirrus," the red-haired Administrator turned her head, giving her first glances to each person around the table. "And I owe each of you a great many thanks, as well as the others who are no longer with Squad 35. Tweak... I owe you a more personal thanks as well," Cassefin called on Tweak, looking over to her from across the table. "If you and Deacon had not intervened, I'm sure the fiasco on Prilisa IV would have left me with more than a slight arm fracture," she mused grimly, rubbing her left forearm as though the memory of her injury was still fresh in her head, despite the months that had passed since the event. "Not only that, but your skill and determination in your work has me indebted to you... I don't mean to single you out, and I do not wish to have favorites for the sake of the rest of the CSS, but you have been a very important asset to me and the Cirrus. And... well... I just hope you continue to do your best."
"I want you all to know all of this, and continue to do your best," Cassefin turned back to everyone else. "Because I'm not the only one relying on you to keep everyone safe... but I am the one who values the safety of everyone on the Cirrus the most. Even if it... doesn't seem like it all the time..."