Kim
スター軍の司書
Sometime later on the evening of Day 3 on the Heion....
Ayana felt incredibly anxious. She hadn’t seen the Crown Prince in a while and she was confused about… why. She felt the urge to pace in her quarters on the Heion, Pisces couldn’t hold her attention and her fellow senators had returned to Yamatai. She was essentially alone at the station and even now on the ship. Her attempts at conversation with the large Vanderhuge man had been rather fruitless and aggravating in her eyes but they had both made the attempt.
Perhaps if I had been something else he would’ve been warmer towards me but I doubt it, she mused as she let herself fall back onto the mattress and large fluffy, down blankets of her bed. She sighed as she stared idly up at the ceiling through the sheer canopy of the overly lavish bed. This is like sleeping in a cloud… this is really too much for me. I kinda miss home and my own bed… this is nice but I’m all alone out here. There are more important things going on and I’m stuck here instead of being where I need to be. But I promised that I’d wait for him…
She lightly touched her lips as she remembered the warmth and the pressure of the Crown Prince’s lips against hers in that first passionate embrace. “What am I to him?” She wondered out loud. She frowned as she closed her eyes again. This is silly, I’m not a little girl and a couple of kisses doesn’t mean I am anything…. There is not a ‘we’ just…. Is there? We just met not too long ago... how can there be something? I’ve never even talked to him about anything else… it’s all just… he’s so charming and I want to be taken seriously. I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am today! Just being here threatens my credibility… standing beside him overshadows the fact that I was here first.
She sighed again and turned on her side, pulling a pillow against her stomach in a light hug. If it bothers me so much, I should send him my apologies and go home… but for some reason I can’t…
Ayana felt incredibly anxious. She hadn’t seen the Crown Prince in a while and she was confused about… why. She felt the urge to pace in her quarters on the Heion, Pisces couldn’t hold her attention and her fellow senators had returned to Yamatai. She was essentially alone at the station and even now on the ship. Her attempts at conversation with the large Vanderhuge man had been rather fruitless and aggravating in her eyes but they had both made the attempt.
Perhaps if I had been something else he would’ve been warmer towards me but I doubt it, she mused as she let herself fall back onto the mattress and large fluffy, down blankets of her bed. She sighed as she stared idly up at the ceiling through the sheer canopy of the overly lavish bed. This is like sleeping in a cloud… this is really too much for me. I kinda miss home and my own bed… this is nice but I’m all alone out here. There are more important things going on and I’m stuck here instead of being where I need to be. But I promised that I’d wait for him…
She lightly touched her lips as she remembered the warmth and the pressure of the Crown Prince’s lips against hers in that first passionate embrace. “What am I to him?” She wondered out loud. She frowned as she closed her eyes again. This is silly, I’m not a little girl and a couple of kisses doesn’t mean I am anything…. There is not a ‘we’ just…. Is there? We just met not too long ago... how can there be something? I’ve never even talked to him about anything else… it’s all just… he’s so charming and I want to be taken seriously. I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am today! Just being here threatens my credibility… standing beside him overshadows the fact that I was here first.
She sighed again and turned on her side, pulling a pillow against her stomach in a light hug. If it bothers me so much, I should send him my apologies and go home… but for some reason I can’t…