Kusati looked at his beer, then took a sip, he sighed, he didn't really know what to say to that girl, Henako was blatently into her, and he got the impression that she didn't really like his new look.
This seemed to be happening quite a bit lately, going to the bar with someone, then that person left, it was starting to get him down.
He took one last gulp of his beer, looked at his epmty glass, chucked some money over to the waiter then walked slowly to a module so he could get some rest, He was feeling depressed, half the people he met nowadays were repulsed by his looks, more so girls, he saw the glances he would get from girls that passed by him, they were repulsed, and there was only so much of that he could take, all he could hope for was that he healed up soon and went back to looking exactly as he used to, then he could get back to leading a normal life, well as least as normal as it could get in an army
Kusati reached his room and set down on the bed, then looked at the fridge, got up and looked in, he took out the strongest alcoholic drink he could find 'now thats what i call an anti depressent!'
Kusati drank the entire contents hoping it would make him feel better, it didn't in fact he felt worse, he lay down on his bunk and began to cry
ever since his fathers death he had to fight for everything, he had to fight to get in to the star army, he had to fight in training so he didn't get washed out, he had to fight emotions concerning his fathers death, he thought that by joining star army he would fill the great void inside him, but it hadn't it had just scabbed over and now it was wide open
Kusati fell asleep with tears in his eyes and thoughts about his father spinning in his head