♫ Japanese Piano Music - Japanese Tales
Deck 3
The stew was amazing, plain and simple. Jax remained quiet as he helped himself to seconds, reflecting on the day in an almost meditative trance. Sure, the battle was horrifying, and he'd probably need therapy, but it paled in comparison to the overwhelming feeling of loss and emptiness he'd experienced when the
Eucharis was stolen. Suffice to say that it was an odd feeling, knowing you had nothing but the clothes on your back. He'd experienced it before, and he didn't want to ever have to live like that again; begging, fixing machines for pennies. The people of Yamatai were nice for the most part, but they had no time for a poor, uneducated peasant like himself. Maybe it was his jeans that irked them...
None the less, if they failed to retrieve the ship, if they were forced to report their rule-breaking to SAoY Command, they'd all get booted for sure. The others might live on. Hanako would probably go back to whatever royal posse she knew. Candon and the other infantry could go become hired guns, or security. Umeshu and Natsumi were far too valuable to simply sweep under the rug. They were
just the right rank to send off to their own vessels. Taharial could easily transition into the civillian medical sector. But Jax? He was a dopey grease-monkey who couldn't do much else besides write a sentence and fix a starship. Two very specific skills that couldn't get you much anywhere in Yamatai. Nekos could be produced a million at a time and be trained to do the same within weeks.
He... He had to get something off his chest. Sooner rather than later. He pushed away his bowl and excused himself.
Deck 1
Without drawing attention, the engineer slipped away to the first deck, where he was positive no one would come down and check. He hesitated for a moment, unsure of whether or not he should go through with it, but he knew he had to. It wouldn't be right.
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Umi? You up? I-I need to talk to you. I-In private. I'm down on the first floor.>
Umeshu was still on Deck 4 of the lighthouse, having taken up residence on the unoccupied bed there next to the open survival kit where she got her current traditional clothes from. Sitting up with the bottom of the yukata partially moved out of the way, the officer was focusing on treating the many red surface lacerations that yet graced her purple legs. To this end a Type 32 Star Army First Aid Kit from the footlocker was laid out painstakingly, as the Taii applied liquid bandage from a tube onto the numerous smaller cuts, while wrapping the larger ones in clean gauze pads with tape when she recieved Jax's message. It sounded important.
<Hai, Jax-san. I can meet you... just a few moments, please. My legs are still tender from the bandages.>
If she had been in good health, it would have taken no time to zip down the hatches and ladders that stood between seeing her lover. However, Umeshu this time actually rode the lift, using the excuse when asked that she was going downstairs to check to see if the civilian-grade Emrys Communicators in storage were working or needed to be charged before the operation tomorrow.
As the central platform came to a rest, Jax could see the tired-looking operator's white-clad figure half-hovering, half-shambling out of it, her lower extremities adding to the ambience that he had just awoken some kind of sleeping oriental mummy queen from an old Nepleslian horror flick instead of his gentle bridge bunny.
Upon her entry, Jax tried his best to smile, but it couldn't hide his grimace. There was clearly something weighing on his mind, and he looked as if he'd regretted calling her down here.
"H-hey, Umi..." he greeted weakly. He stood and walked to her, and as he did so vivid images from earlier flashed through his mind. He pushed them down and wrapped an arm around her in an attempt to help her move. He guided her to the wall and sat, motioning for her to do the same in a spot next to him.
What was he thinking?! She shouldn't be here! She should be in bed, resting!
Despite Jackson's internal struggle, he steeled his resolve and spoke.
"Umi, before we go after the
Eucharis, there's something I have to tell you," he paused, then glanced at the floor as if to contemplate whether or not to say more. "If this relationship is going to work, we need to be honest to one another."
Umeshu perked up noticeably when she saw his smile, and the arm he placed around her body to help guide in that moment was certainly welcome for more than just some support. At first the ex-samurai tried to fold her legs into a seiza position out of habit, but with her tender shins protesting she soon thought better of it... instead choosing to gently slide down the wall and rest on the floor next to Howard-hei sitting up, leaning into him so that her head was on his shoulder.
Jax could feel the sensation of a few wisps of her as yet unbraided long plum hued hair draping down to the fold of his yukata. The rank pin hastily affixed to Umeshu's breast glinted once in the storage area's lights as the somewhat reluctant Taii heaved a relieved sigh to finally have some intimate moments with him, away from everyone's eyes. "Yes... though it seems like the only time was can find alone is by being dishonest to others."
Jax felt his lips spread into a small smile at the contact. He draped his arm around her shoulders and gently held her against him. He rested his chin on top of her head, inhaling the tantalizing scent of her shampoo with deep, slow breaths. The nekojin spent several long, sweet moments in silence, enjoying the moment for everything it was worth.
The grimness of their situation, the stress of war, the everlasting fear of sudden death and of the uncertain future bombarded his mind constantly- like an endless torrent. When he had these moments with his love, he still felt those negative emotions, but also felt a powerful, warm strength that would carry him through it. It was better than any drug. It's high unlike anything an artificial substance could produce. He craved this high with every fiber of his being.
"...I know," he whispered into her hair. "They'll find out on their own, eventually. Not that I mind. Why should we hide it?"
He knew he was stalling. Time to cut to the chase.
"But that's for another time. I... wanted to talk to you about something else. The... real reason I.... joined the military."
Umeshu was also enjoying the precious moments of quiet closeness, free from all of the doubt and self-deprecating thoughts that ate away at the edges of her being. Her failures at the Bisen before seemed like only faint dreams that faded before the reality of the sounds of Jax's close breathing. A gentle hand soon found its way inside of his yukata, as sensations of her still tender, healing flesh danced across his muscular chest before settling on his artificial body's beating heart. It's rhythmic pulsing matched her own, the two's budding love far stronger than the shadows of death they had faced less than an hour ago.
She was slow to hear his voice return at first, either from the relaxing state Hashimoto-taii was starting to slip back into in Jax's warm embrace or the fact her eardrums were not yet 100% repaired from their injuries. But her ears twitched all the same, half-lidded soothing green eyes snapping back open at the unexpected topic of their intimate chat as a soft "hmm?" escaped her purple lips.
Her digital mind got to work recalling their first meeting with the hull breach in the wardroom of the now missing Eucharis, and the night together afterward with the Lorath wine that started it all. "I remember you saying something about being the 'black sheep' of your family..."
Jax stiffened at the more intimate contact, and felt a more primal urge course through his veins, one that he would have acted upon under different circumstances.
He nodded.
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Yeah, that was part of the reason...> he affirmed. <
But the truth is... I joined because I had to, not out of my undying love of country.>
He clasped his free hand over the lavender one which caressed him. Blue eyes met green in a gaze that carried love, fear, and shame. He loved her dearly, and he feared she wouldn't love him anymore once he revealed his secret to her. He hated himself for keeping it from her for so long.
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Umeshu, I'm poor,> He stated plainly. At first the words were slow, but increased in speed as he spoke <
When I came to Yamatai, I had very little money. I spent the last of it on this body. After that, I lived on the streets. I never went to college. All white collar work is off limits for me. Literally everything I had was stolen alongside the Eucharis.
If we ever took our relationship further, I couldn't afford to raise a child, or buy a home. I can't give you anything. No palace in Kyoto, no romantic honeymoon, n-nothing...>
He choked on that last word, having to fight back the urge to cry. He pushed down the lump in his throat.
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I-If you don't want me after this, I-I understand...>
A tear fell, and he looked away to hide his weakness. Another one followed, then another. The though of her leaving him combined with his fatigue was crushing him.
The Nekovalkyrja listened to the former Nepleslian's silently transmitted words as he recounted his hidden secret, seeing the emotions along with it welling up within his gaze as it met her own. It suddenly seemed strange how she always had pictured him as happy and vibrant, but in truth he also had his own shame that was locked within his heart not unlike her own. She knew that feeling well, of being inadequate... but it nearly brought Umeshu to tears to hear it now coming from her lover's mind.
<So, that's why you seemed to hesitate...> she began, as the hand over his heart moved up to frame the side of his face with a gentle caress.
<Onegai.. please don't cry.> The skilled archer's fingers wiped a tear away from his visage, her presence echoed in his mind alongside the soothing wisteria colored countenance.
<Oh Jax-san... you have been worried all this time because of... money? Have you forgotten so soon where I have come from? In Samurai House I had nothing but the same chest I still carry with me, as wordly things had no place there in the training hall that was all that I knew. By this token, I was perhaps even poorer than you when they then cast me out into the world, a failure...>
Umeshu then put on her warmest smile, trying to now give some of the joy he had inspired in her before back to the young engineer.
<Even if I managed to get into the Academy, I realized that the only currency I truly desired was... people. People who would love and accept me for who I was, and not who they wanted me to be. People who could give me new, and exciting experiences beyond that simple life...>
There was a pause, as a sparkle appeared in her sage green eyes as she rubbed the finger that caught his tears slowly across his cheek.
<People like... you, Jax. Whether it is cruising the stars together in the good times... or just having you here beside me in the difficult ones, like this... I already feel like the richest person in the world.>
The tears had stopped, and visible relief filled his features. Jax smiled tiredly, hiccuped, and sniffed. His eyes and cheeks were a deep red. He was ecstatic. What had he ever done to deserve a woman like her? If he still felt inadequate, it wasn't because of his economic status- it was because he felt he couldn't do enough for her. Jax held her close, and pledged to do whatever he could to make her happy. He looked into Umeshu's eyes for several, long moments, trying to find words. He could find none, so he whispered:
"I... I love y-you."
The words were quiet, but they could have been screamed from the rafters the way they reverberated in Umeshu's heart. She eventually voiced this shared echo as she soon found herself getting lost in Jax's joyful and relieved stare like a wide open blue ocean, "I love you, too..."
A set of familiar plum lips trembled and unconsciously started moving closer to his, as if to formally seal their renewed promise. There was no judgements loaded into the young Neko's kiss, just the unabashed yearning for the simple warmth of one another... something to be savored like a fine wine, for one never knew when the next life or death moment would come.
Jax melted into the embrace, joyful to have his sentiments returned. In the warm bliss, he felt his eyelids become heavy. The events of the day were catching up to the nekojin.
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...Bed.> he thought drowsily. Slowly, almost regretfully, he pulled away. He stood, yawned, and took a step towards the lift. He stopped when he realized he'd forgotten something.
Before she could say anything in protest, Jax reached down and scooped up Umeshu in his arms.
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...Bed?> he asked with a small, sly grin. Sure, he may not have been coherent, but the message was clear as day.
She too felt the haziness eating away at the corners of her awareness, as her hemosynthetic body's operating system yearned for a chance to relax and repair itself properly underneath all of her wrappings. As Umeshu was quickly scooped up into Jax's arms, she really could think of no better place for the two of them to recover than near each other for a few hours in one of the quarters above. The ex-samurai wasn't going to let her code about public affection get in the way this time, should someone catch them...
A small sound of affirmative finally came from the purple-skinned officer towards her boyfriend as he stepped into the lift, followed by a drowsy nod.
<...Bed.>
Deck 4, several hours later...
And so there they lay, surrounded by warm sheets and lovingly entwined on one of the small bunks in the quarters of the Bisen. Jax currently played the role of "big spoon", and being much larger and taller than Umeshu, played the part well. His large frame easily encompassed her in its warm embrace. His long, fluffy tail was draped lazily across her midriff. The engineer had been exhausted when he'd fallen asleep, so his purrs were low in volume and soft, creating a sweet white noise that could lull anyone to sleep and keep them there.
If anyone had anything to say about it, they could go choke on a gummy bear.
At hearing Hanako's voice over the intercom, his ear swiveled towards the noise, and his eyes snapped open. He frowned, and suddenly felt very angry. What he wouldn't give to simply lay here, face buried into the nape of his woman's neck, listening to the sounds of her soft breathing.
He spent as much time as he could enjoying the moment, but eventually climbed out of bed, dressed in nothing but a pair of trousers. His yukata lay on the floor nearby.
Before leaving, Jax leaned down and planted a soft kiss on Umeshu's forehead. With that out of the way, he trudged out of the quarters and to the laundry room, where he donned his work uniform, which had been cleaned. His NSP only had one magazine left.
He picked up his rocket launcher and satchel of ghetto-missiles from earlier, and then moved for the hangar.
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Umeshu was in a deep, dormant, healing state, placed in a sense of serenity just listening to the steady, calming purring of Jax and feeling the contact of his warm skin with hers. Her white yukata was also discarded on the floor, the only clothing a pair of cotton briefs from the survival kit and her layers of bandages. The announcement of Hanako over the intercom system sounded so distant, that the starship operator barely twitched at first. She soon felt the movement of Jax pulling away from her as he reluctantly left the bedroom, the kiss planted on her forehead causing the Neko to show a bit of her own cat-like traits, stretching and grasping at the bedding nearby with a cute, almost mewling sound that Jax no doubt caught the tale end of as he departed.
Her sage green eyes opened slowly as Hashimoto-taii realized with disappointment that the only thing in her hands now was a cool, rumpled pillow, and a sheet draped across her purple abdomen where his fluffy tail once was. A short sigh escaped her lips as she rolled over and stared at the door longingly for a moment, the recorder in her digital mind replaying the Shosho's message at the back of her mind. Duty called her once again to action... but at least for that brief few hours, the ex-samurai seemed to have finally found... peace. And that, indeed, was something worth fighting with all of her spirit for.
Umeshu steeled herself for the daunting task she knew lie ahead of them, rising up half-naked from the bed with a renewed purpose. She was an officer of the Star Army, and also needed to remember the bigger picture at stake than just this beautiful, private world she had shared with Jax. As she bent down to pull the Taii rank pin that Hanako-sama had decorated her with off the yukata, she clenched the heart-shaped medal in her now-healed hand and brought it to her own bosom. Silently, she prayed to Chiharu for the strength to prevail over her enemies -- vowing that for her love of the Empire, and of her newfound passion, she would not fail again.
Deck 6
After taking some time to quickly sample the emergency rations when her stomach reminded her that she had missed Aikiko's dinner earlier, the wisteria-skinned bridge bunny soon appeared on the landing pad where the captured shuttle was getting set to launch. Unlike before her hair was now done up in a bun with the beloved kogai dagger through it, and she was, like her captain, clad in an Emrys Ship Jumpsuit with her battered, but still serviceable grey-paneled duty uniform jacket on top of it (her skirt and tights were, sadly, a shredded, lost cause).
Umeshu did however have some unexpected equipment on her person, in addition to her trusty NSP... namely a roll of the high-strength cord from the excursion supplies wrapped around one of her arms, and a folding saw from the survival kit in a small pouch. There was also a box in her hands containing a few
Basic Communicators that were charged and synced to the group's existing SAoY fequencies that anyone could help themselves to.
"Ohayo gozaimasu, mina-san," Hashimoto-taii declared her morning greetings cheerily in Yamataigo with a polite bow and a surprisingly energetic smile for someone who was barely walking a few hours ago.