Medical
The disappointment in Hanako's voice was the final crushing blow to the snowy haired executive officer. The crew did not like her, did not accept her as the executive officer of the ship, would not follow her orders and now Hanako had fallen into the group that did not approve of Natsumi as well. She could feel her composure near to slipping. She wanted to cry, but forced herself to not, at least until Hanako was gone, the medic was gone. She wrapped herself in a towel and silently left medical and went to the showers, which were mercifully empty.
Natsumi turned on the hot water and let it pour over her as she sobbed, burying her face in her hands as the hot water washed the residue of hemosynth off of her shuddering body.
Eventually, slowly, her tears run out, physically unable to cry any longer, though her body shuddered with heaving, ragged breaths, she turned the water off, dried herself and dressed in a clean uniform.
Bridge
Natsumi, cleaned, dried and utterly depressed, stepped into the command center, rubbing her red eyes with her sleeve, she composed herself as best as she could and silently went to the command chair, looking at it for a moment, she turned away and instead sat behind the auxiliary station instead, surrounding herself with volumetric windows showing the status of the ship and the preparing away team.
"I have the bridge" she announced in a subdued voice to the others manning the command center, along with a wireless transmission conveying the same to the Shosho.
The disappointment in Hanako's voice was the final crushing blow to the snowy haired executive officer. The crew did not like her, did not accept her as the executive officer of the ship, would not follow her orders and now Hanako had fallen into the group that did not approve of Natsumi as well. She could feel her composure near to slipping. She wanted to cry, but forced herself to not, at least until Hanako was gone, the medic was gone. She wrapped herself in a towel and silently left medical and went to the showers, which were mercifully empty.
Natsumi turned on the hot water and let it pour over her as she sobbed, burying her face in her hands as the hot water washed the residue of hemosynth off of her shuddering body.
Eventually, slowly, her tears run out, physically unable to cry any longer, though her body shuddered with heaving, ragged breaths, she turned the water off, dried herself and dressed in a clean uniform.
Bridge
Natsumi, cleaned, dried and utterly depressed, stepped into the command center, rubbing her red eyes with her sleeve, she composed herself as best as she could and silently went to the command chair, looking at it for a moment, she turned away and instead sat behind the auxiliary station instead, surrounding herself with volumetric windows showing the status of the ship and the preparing away team.
"I have the bridge" she announced in a subdued voice to the others manning the command center, along with a wireless transmission conveying the same to the Shosho.