Yukari was more than a little mesmorized by the sight of Tom and his movements, just to get food. She didn't understand ... but she giggled a little behind the side of her hand. She was glad to see him similing again. When he mentioned her plate, however, she became a little embarassed. "Ah, yes. I -- you see -- anou ... sa." Her brain had run out of energy to form sentences.
"Don't worry about it, just eat up." Tom picked up a bit of ham by hand and chewed it.
Yukari did just that -- she had chopsticks in her hand and began eating some of the tuna. The look on her face after only one bite was, in essence, like that of an orgasm. She couldn't remember the last time she'd felt so good about plain tuna.
"So, how's it taste?" Tom offered the statement only after some time had passed. He smirked at the expression on her face.
"Exquisite," Yukari said with a sigh. "Combat makes bad food taste much better."
Tom gaped at Yukari, her words surprising him deeply. "What do you mean bad? Wow. I think this stuff is fantastic!" He munched another piece of ham.
"This is very good," Yukari said quickly between bits of tuna. She helped some pepperoni to her plate. "But it is combat that makes it taste as heaven must." She smiled.
"Ah, well, uh, I'm not sure what heaven would taste like, or if it actually has a taste," Tom said, confused. "But yeah, it's good that we're done with the scenario."
"Mm," Yukari murmurred, trying some of the pepperoni. She blanched a little and gulped at her water, a small ribbon of it running down from her lips.
Tom chuckled. "You eat like a true Raltean man after a hard day's work is done." He nibbled a piece of cheese to follow his ham. "But please, do not choke, ma'am."
At that, Yukari had to hit her chest to make sure everything went down. "Yah," she said, barely. "I will slow down now!" Half the tuna from her plate was gone already.
Tom nodded and ate quickly, finishing his plate. "Great food. Now only if this briefing room had a shower, right there in the corner, I'd be set."
Yukari blushed a little. Though no one was looking their best at that moment, she still felt particularly unclean. "A shower would be nice," she said. "With very fragrant soap."
"Back at home, we didn't have too much hot water, for reasons I'm not entirely sure of," Tom said, stretching his arms in front of him. "I think it was a combination of the cold and the culture."
A world without hot water was a very hard world, Yukari thought. "How did you wash yourself?" Her eating had slowed, at least.
"Sometimes snow, sometimes cold water from the lakes," Tom said casually. "Although we did have hot water heaters, they took quite a bit of time to warm up in those temperatures."
"Snow ... " Yukari shivered. "I would rather wait for the heater."
"Snow is very beautiful and living in the cold becomes second nature once you get used to it," Tom said matter-of-factly. "But I don't blame you, ma'am."
"I am surprised there are not hot springs near where you lived ... I remember being told about hot springs in the mountains." For the life of her, Yukari couldn't quite recall where. Odd little trace memories were lost when she converted to a Yamataian body.
"Oh, there probably are, but who wants to go out that far into the hills? We're perfectly happy where we are." Tom yawned a bit, the adrenaline from the simulation having run out of his body. He kept silent.
"Ah. Sou." Yukari drank from her water cup and remained silent for a moment. But when she looked back at Tom, he was still looking at the wall. "Freeman-Hei? Are you well?"
"Hm?" Tom glanced at Yukari. "Oh. Yes, I'm fine."
"You were thinking about something?"
"Ah, yes. I was just thinking about home again." Tom said. "Surprising what little things you see that can make you feel a bit homesick."
Yukari smiled a little. "You miss home so much?"
"It's strange, really," Tom sighed. "A few years ago, I couldn't wait to get out of that place. It felt like an ice prison sometimes, how everyone seemed so attached to tradition."
He shook his head sadly. "So I left and had a blast of a time in the cities of Yamatai. Endless nights of dancing and fun with people I'd never meet again. I loved it." He stared off once more to a spot on the wall. "But now I realize how much I took for granted the simple life. I should have appreciated it more."
"You will see it again," Yukari said simply. She suddenly seemed to be staring too, though it was down at her clammy, gloved hands. "I am sure of it."
"Back on Ralt, we didn't have to think about such deep things as war," Tom whispered as his head tilted down to face his lap. His hands gripped his empty plate tightly. "I don't much like it, ma'am." He could feel tears welling up in his eyes. "I don't think... I don't think... that I'd much like..." He couldn't finish.
Yukari was a bit surprised by the telepathy coming from Tom. She flicked her glance to his grey eyes, but when she saw there were tears in them, she felt trapped by them. She had never seen a man cry before, but she knew it was not from pain. " ... Tom ... " she sent along her encrypted channel. "It will be well ... I promise you. We will protect each other ... "
Tom blinked back the tears with a nod. "I hope I have the strength next time..."
"Haha, why am I being so silly?" Tom forced a smile. "Everything will be fine, right?"
Yukari's serious look hadn't changed. "Hai," she said, completely sure. "It will."