Shuttle Bay
Thoughts. Thoughts was all there was now. Thoughts and all the time, one could want to have them. Thoughts running around in a head, going there and back, changing, but never going away. It was just thoughts, when one had nothing to keep herself busy.
Shrie sat in the pilot chair of old shuttle, with nothing to busy herself indeed. It was just her alone, sitting there, looking outside at closed hangar. A belly of dead whale. A dead mining ship. No way to get out and no way to call for help.
As far as ends went, Shrie thought this one was not so bad. At least it would be calm end, with no strife and pain. Just waiting to to run out of rations and then die. Of course dying of hunger would be a bit painful, so Shrie decided to just shut off air support when the time comes. Then she will just fall asleep and never wake up.
Only thing that made Shrie sad was that she had no pen and paper. She could not leave anything behind, not even a line. The fyunnen would love to draw, but there was nothing to draw on. She wondered how her art would progress as the end would be growing more and more near. It would surely be interesting.
There was no paper though, and nothing on the shuttle to do. Only an old datajockey that belonged to the pilot. Nothing much on it, just flight diary, some nepleslian music and adult videos. Shrie tried to listen to some of the music in those two days she spent in the shuttle since the accident happen.
Was it even an accident? Was it attack? Shie had no idea, she was just preparing the shuttle when the whole ship shook and she could not breathe. Powerful force of decompression was sucking her out of the shuttle. It was sheer luck she managed to grab onto something and hit the button that shut the hatch in emergencies.
Everyone else in the shuttle bay died, probably everyone on the ship even. Shrie could see a body hang without moving in front of the cockpit, when she looked around using a flashlight, since she had lights off, save for red emergency lighting.
All those poor men died and Shrie was very sad for it. After all she was on the street and crew of the mining ship took her in and gave her job and something to do. And then after few days she was here alive and they were all dead.
As the shuttle was closed, Shrie lost conscience again, when she woke up it was few hours later and everyone was dead. Shrie tried to call out to someone, but shuttle's comms were out. Maybe something fell on the shuttle and broke the comms, Shrie would not know.
Now it was two days later and she just sat in the pilot's chair looking into the black in front of her. There were some EVA suits on the shuttle, but they would never fit her. Too tall, not to mention her wing, that would be in a way as well. There was a EVA suit patch kit, but making one suit from two was risky. If just a bit would not be sealed or would rip on a way, she would die. Shrie preffered falling asleep as a way of dying to decompression.
With nothing to do, Shrie just sat, waited and thought. Thoughts were there and they were not going away. Maybe it was right for her to just end right here. After all she has done and all what she has been throught, this would be a fitting end after all.