"I will leave it to your discretion," Kotori said. Her eyes were 'smiling'. In fact, she seemed proud of him. "Medals and awards are too material to convey my gratitude for your efforts: please accept this instead:" The nekovalkyrja stretched both hands up to rest them over the Raltean's shoulder and raised herself so that she could apply a chaste kiss to Tom's cheek.
When the Taisa backed away, Tom saw her eyes glance up to meet his, light strangely playing in her eyes. She telepathically told him: "I knew you could by now figure out most of the reasons, Tom... but you missed the most important one: I sent you down because I had faith in you. Because I had hope that you would reward that faith."
"I ask you in return to keep having faith in yourself," Kotori continued. "I believe that you walked in light before, but that light was blinding - blinding as snow because you had not found the darkness to temper it. You have found the darkness, and it does not make you a lesser man - it does not have to be so. It may have robbed you of your innocence, but also granted you the ability to see, to understand why light is precious beyond your upbringing, and to keep striving for it."
"To live is to fight, Tom Freeman. It is the same for all of us, we only put different things at stake for it. We fight for survival. We fight against our nature in order to be better people. Those struggles do not make us into lesser people - that happens only when we allow it to happen to ourselves. I believe you are a good man, a man of integrity, and that is part of why Yukari loves you. I believe you will become an even better man, strong enough to sustain, shelter and protect his family. I hope you will keep believing that, that you will keep believing in the promise of a better tomorrow. I need you to, especially because I cannot do it alone."
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Nimura remained silent, not answering Nyton's request. Once she was inside the medlab she took a look around, took note of the people still present in it and then turned her eyes on Nyton, expecting some other demand from him.