Re: Mission 3: The sound of machina
"As an Empress? I'm not sure that's a question I can give any accurate answer to," Kotori answered, her amber eyes fixated on his. "My need to become the Empress is so that I can hold influence over the things I find the most important, and do not trust another to uphold since I feel those important bits to myself are not properly represented in my nation's society or what lurks beneath. That is why I must be Empress - to insure this. Being Empress, however, won't be a magical solution to many of the flaws and problems some might see in the Yamatai Star Empire."
"For example, my performance as a ship captain lead me to do actions which are hardly based on the ideals I have been raised to uphold. I have become, in some ways, harsh, relentless and perhaps even cruel. I am trapped in serving the Star Army of Yamatai, even if I recognize that the motivations of the underlings of Eve might even go to the point of being considered righteous from both their perspective and mine. Still, my choices were directed by the needs of my situation - and I suspect that as a ruler I could end up being in the same moral tug of war. As I hold the office of Empress, decisions will be presented before me and I will have the pressure behind my decision depending on the context and the pride from Yamatai itself. What will make the most difference overtime, I think, will be how I answer the dilemmas of the everyday problems of the office and not any single momentous move I could achieve after I sit on the Imperial Throne."