Captain's Suite
The elf-eared woman quietly thought about this revelation for a moment."I understand," Hanako finally replied to Sune. "This life is not for everyone. Yet, for me, it has become what I know best. When I was young, I was helpless. I was orphaned. I was enslaved. When I became a servant to those in power, I was still a servant. And even though I am still beneath Taisho Yui even now, I am in a position where I finally feel like I am mostly in control of my destiny. I think about retiring sometimes, too, but I do not want to start over. Since I was thrust into the military to sink or swim, I have earned my way up from a bridge officer to an admiral. On the way I have been shot, stabbed, beaten, pistol-whipped, burned, frozen, marooned, raped, tortured, and killed. But through the pain I have learned to be braver in the face of horror and danger. What else can this universe do to me?"
Hanako gave Sune one more squeeze. "Maybe all that suffering made me cynical, but I saw this coming and I will not ask you to stay again, like I did when you went to the Firebird. Just remember, the SSS can be called to dangerous places too." Then then elf-Neko slid out of bed and headed directly for the shower, not showing her face. When she was inside, her turned the knob to release the warm water, putting her face into the spray to wash away her tears.