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Tom held his hand on Yukari's back as he helped support her sitting position. "Just hold that there for a bit, and I'm sure you'll be just ok. Not that it matters, though, with that nifty healing ability you got there." Tom noticed the blush but responded with a smile.
"Ah ... that is true." Yukari was still holding the cloth to her head and sitting up. Tom's hand on her back reminded her of the dancing from before ... how gentle he was. I did not expect this. I am too clumsy. She managed a smile. "It is something I am not used to yet, however."
"Well then, I guess this is as good a first time to put it to use as any," Tom replied. "It's good to make sure that it's working for when we hit the danger zones."
"Mm." Yukari kept her gaze in front of her, not looking at Tom. "The briefing suggested we will be in one constantly."
"Yeah, I noticed how you left," Tom said quietly as he gently moved her long hair behind her head, to get a better look at her face. "How're you holding up?"
Yukari blinked and blushed a little more, but she kept looking forward. "I will be fine. I am among my friends, neh?" She smiled a little, eyes locked on her feet. "But you did not appear confident."
Tom nodded. "It's not my job to be confident, but it's reassuring that we have friends to rely on."
"But we will have to fight ... all of us. The Taii expects it." Yukari did not sound thrilled at her own statement.
"Yeah, don't remind me of it," Tom said, remembering his earlier conversation with Kotori, and how it left him feeling angry and helpless. "I fight because I must, not because I choose to."
"Mm," Yukari said idly. "But ... she is nice, Freeman-Heisho. We are lucky to have her as a commander."
"I don't doubt that, Yukari," Tom said, using her name for the first time. "But I can't help but think our values are a little different."
Yukari held her breath for a moment -- He should not use my name like that, it is improper! -- but she let the breath ease out of her. "Mm ... she is driven by things you are not."
"...That's what I'm afraid of..." Tom said that barely above a whisper.
Yukari brought the cloth down from her head. "She pursues something we cannot understand, Freeman-Heisho. But the Star Army sees fit she does so."
"Have you ever killed someone?" Tom suddenly realized what he had just blurted out, a moment too late. "I, I'm sorry for asking something so stupid." He looked away with shame.
" ... Not that I can remember." When the Black Spiral tank had pursued Gunn-Juni on Kyoto, she had never managed to kill anyone. She did not, however, want to recall what she had done on the Iori. She did not want to share that with him; she did not want him to see that side of her.
"... That's good then." Tom said after several long moments of silence, turning his head back to her with the biggest expression of barely-held-in-check relief in his eyes. "But... I'm afraid that that will come to an end this mission."
"For... all of us." The words were laced with sadness.
"That is a fact," Yukari said, not quite as glum. Her shame for not telling him did not touch her cheeks, but her arm seemed to hurt a little more. I am preserving the morale of the crew, in a small way. It is fine.
"But, perhaps we will not be part of the fighting."
"It's hopeful to think that way, but I'm afraid that, by the very nature of our assignment, combat will be an inevitability." Tom stood up and walked away from Yukari, picking up the ladle and placing it back on the counter. He stared out of the opening, into the cafeteria, both his hands on the counter.
"That ... scares you?" Yukari got up slowly using her other arm
"...Can I make a request, ma'am... no... Yukari?" Tom continued to stare out into the distance. "I know it sounds foolish..."
Yukari could not hold her blush this time. "Suzuka-Chui," she said, looking slightly cross.
"...I know it sounds foolish, but," Tom paused, then mustered the strength to turn to face her. "Over the last few days we've known each other, I've developed feelings for you. There's something about you that makes me feel special. I-I want to continue pursuing this relationship." Tom was fumbling over his words a bit, trying not to scare Yukari with the word love.
" ... " Yukari looked, in a word, dumbstruck. Her entire body turned red, though Tom could only see her face. "It ... it is not proper for an enlisted personnel to be in a relationship with an officer." Yukari knew no such thing, and had only Kotori's advice of not limiting herself to go on. "It is not proper to have relationships at all ... it could affect our performance in battle." She was reciting. It was all what she had heard when she had been a freighter pilot; one of the other Nekos had used it to shoo the captain away. Her eyes finally came into focus again.
" ... " She pleaded with her eyes. "We must remember our mission."
"Better to lay this all out before the mission starts, then, ma'am," Tom said calmly. "Just as you said, we can't allow our feelings to get in the way... but we can't allow our emotions to be crushed either, to boil over at a critical moment."
A pause. "How do you... feel about me?"
" ... " Yukari was going to faint. She had crushed on other guys -- she thought that was the right term -- but she had never experienced it herself. She found herself far too plain for that. "I--I like you."
"Like, that's such a broad word," Tom said with a light smile. "I like ice cream and I like chicken and I like Yukari Suzuka-Chui."
"Be quiet," she said in Japanese, frustrated and embarrassed and generally upset. She had practically bared her soul, and he treated it like a joke! "That was a very forward thing for me to say, and most inappropriate!" she said in English. Yukari determined she would not be swayed by Tom's light, uplifting smile.
"Then please, give me the permission to be inappropriate, if only for this one time, to make up for the embarrasment that I've cause you because..." Tom stood firm and swallowed hard. "Aishite imasu."
Yukari was sure she had died. Not only had Tom said something so amazingly forward she thought she was on fire ... he had said it completely wrong. In a cultural sense, at least. And yet he looked so cute when he said it, attempting to be so manly about it. Tears and laughter fought for dominance of her actions, but in the end, she looked away with a frown. "You need to practice your Japanese more ... Freeman-san."
"Errr, uh, ah... did I say it wrong?" Tom blinked a couple of times. "Dammit..." He shook his head.
The barest hint of a smile crossed her lips. He definitely didn't work very hard learning Yamatai culture ... if he had, he'd recognize she'd returned some of his forwardness. But, she thought, perhaps she had to use some of his culture too. "Freeman-san -- I want to ... have your intercourse." She said the last part very sultry like, or as best as she could.
Now it was the Yamataian's turn to laugh, but it was more of a chortle held behind his hand as he turned away and waved his hand. "...Ma'am... that was a bit direct!"
He discreetly wiped the tears from his eyes. "That's... why I love you too."
Yukari had to giggle a little. She hadn't realized she had turned the phrase incorrectly, as it were, but the message had come across. Suddenly, hearing him say "I love you" was not so embarrassing, though she could not stop blushing. I feel like I was just born again.
His face red with laughter and his eyes still shimmering a little from his tears, Tom Freeman, caretaker, engineer, and now boyfriend extraordinare, turned around and took Yukari's hands in his. "Then, I have a promise to make to you."
Yukari looked up into his eyes and smiled uncertainly. "A-a promise?"
"Yes, a promise." Tom's eyes locked onto hers, the warmth emitting from them pouring into her soul. "No matter what happens, should we fall out of love or fall deeper into love, I promise that I, Tom Freeman, will never change, no matter what happens, no matter how many people I will have to kill in the name of the empire. I will hold onto what makes me me, even if I must die to achieve it. I promise to be this way for you always."
The promise Tom was making to her ... the power behind it. It was too much for her. She could not lie in the face of that. It was too much. "I shot someone," she said calmly, slowly. "I did not want to tell you, because I did not want you to see it. But I cannot lie so easily. I shot a woman, in the head, with a 10-millimeter pistol. I was not myself at the time, but her blood is on my hands. It changed me. And if you must kill, it will change you."
If what Yukari had said affected him in any way, Tom didn't show it. Instead, he quickly grabbed the washcloth off the table, ran some warm water on it and wrung it out. As Yukari stood there, he silently took one of her hands and ran the washcloth over it, gently scrubbing it. He spoke nothing as he took her other hand and did the same.
"Eh ... ?" Yukari was confused as she looked at her hands. "What are you -- "
After he was finished with her hands, Tom tossed the cloth over his shoulder into the sink. "Washing the blood from her off your hands," The Yamataian lifted her left hand and kissed, his actions carrying all the symbolism of his statement. "At least in my eyes."
" ... Idiot," she said in Japanese. Her voice cracked, just a little. "You are an idiot, Tom Freeman." Her green eyes looked squarely at his chest; she could not look up at him. "You are an idiot." She brought her hands down to her sides, eyes wet but not shedding tears. "A big idiot." She looked away from his chest, and down. She then swallowed hard. "But you are an idiot I will keep." She leaned in closer, not sure where to put her hands on him.
"Shhhh, it's ok ma'am." Tom hugged her, resting her head on his chest with a sort of paternal love as Yukari's hands dangled. "I'm sorry that you've had to carry all this weight on your mind. I'm sorry that you've held all this inside of you, I'm... so sorry..."
Yukari looked up, eyes still a little watery, but no tears fell. Her thin lips were steady. She said, in English, "Shut up and kiss me, idiot."
"Yes, ma'am." Tom moved Yukari back a little, lifted her chin with his thumb and forefinger and leaned in, kissing the woman he loved.
Yes, Yukari thought. This is the feeling. This is what it was. She felt the scratch of his stubble, smelled the scent of his skin, tasted the sweetness of his smooth lips ... This must be it. What could be better? She broke the kiss after what felt like too short a time, but breathing was important. As she returned flat to her feet, her eyes were half-lidded, green eyes sparkling beneath the stale light.
" ... Shimatta," she swore, barely breathing the word out. "Please do not listen to me from here onward. That was ... intoxicating." She meant it literally, but figuratively applied as well.
"Haha," Tom said with a chuckle. "Oh man, I want to have your intercourse so hard right now." He playfully chided her once more.
"You talked again." Yukari put her hands around his neck and, straining a little, brought him down to her lips again. The kiss was shorter, but after she let him go, she had the same blissful look on her face, but with a bigger smile. "I was told kissing tends to make people be quiet, but it does not work on you. Pity."
Whatever willpower Tom had was quickly melting away. He picked up Yukari and put her on the counter leaning in with his body to kiss her. "Losing... battle... to... talk... I... am."
Yukari realized Tom was not as weak as she had thought, as he uncermoniously picked her up and put her on the counter. Suddenly he was close, kissing, touching her, making her head spin like the nights she'd spent with Kotori, but much worse. She was not thinking clearly. He was not thinking clearly. "Mmph," was all she managed.
The Yamataian had now joined Yukari on the table and was caressing her clothed body with his hands and lips. He had just gotten to massaging her breasts gently when something went off in his head... "...What time is it?"
Yukari was crushing her lips against him, body feeling good all over, loving the feel of his smooth hands on her breasts. She breathed, "I do not know," and quickly returned to kissing him. Time is irrelevant, she thought.
"It's time for some food to be cooked because others are going to be hungry!" Mara shouted.
"AAHHH!" The sudden shouting voice caused Tom to jump off Yukari's body and crash hard onto the floor. "Ack...ow... Dinner!" He had totally forgotten.
"Nani?!" Yukari went the other way, crashing over the counter and back onto the floor, this time flat on her belly. Her breasts went from feeling good to feeling very sore.
Mara, for her part, laughed hysterically.
Tom was wheezing a bit on the floor, having landed somewhat sideways, crushing a certain part of his body a bit. "Give.. me.. a.. second... Damn it, Mara, that was the worst time to chime in EVER."
Mara was still laughing.
Yukari was going to kill the spirte. Later. But she vowed to kill her, somehow. That was a killing that would be for the better. "Mara ... -san ... that was ... inappropriate ... " She managed to get to her feet.
"It was still FUNNY!" Mara nearly fell off the table she was sitting on. "You guys were gonna get it on, weren't ya!"
"We'll never know NOW, will we?!" Tom now was on his feet, but was lurching against the counter, the pain in his groin still ringing. "Mara, how much time until dinner?"
"Twenty minutes!" Mara responded gleefully. "Better hurry, eh?" She puckered her lips at Tom, volumous ashen blond hair waving at him as she giggled and hopped off the table.
Yukari went back to help Tom. "Are you well, Freeman-Heisho?" She had slipped into the role of an officer again.
"Yes, ma'am," Tom said, running into the freezer. "With your permission, please turn on the stove and set the oven to broil! I've got tuna steaks to make!"
"Yes," Yukari said hurriedly, working the stove and oven as instructed. "I will help as I can."
"Don't worry! It'll only take me about 5 minutes to do a salad! If I throw the baguette into the oven to cook while doing that, I'll still have 15 minutes to make tuna steaks! They'll have to be very thin, I suppose!"
Tom literally jumped to the counter with a head of lettuce in one hand and a baguette in another. He put the baguette in the oven and started to furiously cut the head of lettuce. "Ma'am, please set the table for me."
"Ah -- hai!" Yukari quickly went about gather dishes and such, placing them appropriately on the table.
"Thanks for all your help!" He had put the lettuce into a metal bowl and ran into the freezer for the tuna and a couple vegetables. "That should be all for now, ma'am. I'll see you again sometime soon?"
"Ah, hai," Yukari thought, realizing it might look suspicious if she were helping him. "Yes, soon. Very soon. I will, ah, go to my room!" Yukari took flight immediately and left.
Mara, however, stayed, grinning toothily at Tom.
"The kitchen is my domain, Mara," Tom said, frusturated by her presence. "Unless you want the crew to have a bad dinner, I suggest that you either help me or stay out of my way!" He poured some oil into the pan, letting it heat up as he chopped the tomatoes. "I say that with all due respect, of course!"
Mara shrugged and left, still smiling.
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