As Tamamo smiled back at her aboard the ship, Sakamoto continued to do the same.
She had seen many things, heard of even more, but this? All this? All this was fast approaching the older Neko's limits. Yet, her will held fast. She would not allow her own weakness to get in the way. Not again. Tamamo had laid herself bare to The Special, and through her, to them as well. Allowed others besides herself to enter her most sacred, absolute territory. Mortal eyes had peered at parts of a young woman - any young woman - that were never meant to be seen. Slowly taking this in, pushing aside her shock, awe and, yes, fear, Sakamoto grabbed and strangled her feelings as tightly as she could, crushing its trachea and denied it air so she could stay focused. The fact was that the person in front of her was brilliant. Gloriously bright. Brighter and more lethally sharp than perhaps any that had come before her, and yet, frail. Vulnerable in ways so few others were. Like an exotic isotope found in places that space and time did not care for, her potency was matched only by the degree of her unnaturalness.
And human beings - their creations such as Nekovalkyrja included - feared what was different.
Sakamoto? She feared the worst, but hoped for the best. Hoped that cooler headed, wiser women were now in charge. That things were changing in Yamatai and in SAINT. Hoped that fear would not blind her superiors to reason. Hoped that things could, and did change. Having done what she could, now, hoping was all that could be done. When the time came for them to depart their ship however, the older Neko watched all of her hopes and dreams stripped, slammed into the floor, and butchered before being bled across the floor like a like a freshly slaughtered animal being dressed for the market. Frozen still, Sakamoto wanted to scream. Cry. Leap forward and stop them. It didn't even matter that Tamamo was so inhuman that she had blue blood at this point. She had just watched her friend torn apart - literally limb by limb - by the most disgustingly heavy handed, arrogant, idiotic, utterly incompetent parts of her nation, and saw all of her hard work and hopes crushed before her eyes.
Yet again. It was all too often Yamatai failed her and so many people, and refused to see, or, even claimed all was right in the universe.
"No. No. No-no-no-no-no-no-NO!" her voice cried out in Yuna and Tamamo's minds. Everything slowed to a crawl as she fell to her knees and burst into tears, her tail held high and bristling into a frightened curve. Ears pulled back flat against her head in terror, she unashamedly wailed in despair and clawed her face, tore at her hair. Collapsing onto the floor in a puddle, she weakly slammed her fist into the ground over and over in despair. Breath heaving, her super-soldier-ribs cramping with her utter break down , Sakamoto tried to rock back and forward and comfort herself, but, curled up so tightly on the ground, utterly failed. The woman wept for minute, after minute, after minute and then quickly lost track of just how long she was there.
It felt like hours.
Nobody else noticed however, and it became clear why when Sakamoto eventually pulled herself together and got up, looking at the tar-slow scene in front of her. Everyone was moving so slowly, they might as well have been holding still. The older Neko then turned to look at herself, standing just where she was moments ago with an expression of shock and disbelief. Having trapped herself in her own mind, overclocking beyond any safe point, Sakamoto knew she was hurt. But this was too important; she needed time, and as the scene around her slowly sped back up, as her digital ghost merged back with her body in her mind's eye, things were once again proceeding at real-time.
"Tamamo! Listen to me! You have to focus on the pain! Wish it would stop - command it to stop!" the Jiyuuian's voice echoed in Tamamo's mind, reminding the younger Neko of their abilities. Yet, what their ears heard was completely different. "Ara?" Sakamoto questioned the new agents aloud at the same time. Head ever so slightly tilted in curiosity and tail raised in a question mark, her ears tall with attention, the feline look of curiosity the older Neko had was completed as a kimono draped hand was raised up to her face. "Then, your bleeding - you have to stop your bleeding! Shut arteries closed, order hemosynth to clot Tamamo! Anything!" the Jiyuuian's panicked voice cried in the young Neko's head.
"Ara-ara, who came up with all this?" Sakamoto's voice flirtatiously asked them all, coyly blushing as blood rushed to her cheeks. "It's just...all so messy!~~~<3" She quivered with glee, looking utterly aroused. They could all see the obsessively affectionate way her pupils focused and quivered, ever so faintly struggling to match one another in size yet failing in their excitement. Or perhaps notice the beginning of a perverse looking nose bleed and see the way the woman licked her lips. Somehow, her teeth looked ever so slightly sharper. It all only added to this image of agreement and wanton desire. "Tamamo - I promise you! I'll give you everything I have in me to help! I swear it!"
Since everyone knew Sakamoto was one of many whore demi-goddesses of debauchery, she might as well take advantage of it.
Nevermind that her eyes were struggling to remain focused and she was seeing double. Nevermind that the way her ears were standing up on end with what looked like excitement was keeping her own hemosynth from spilling out. Nevermind that she discreetly locked her knees under her kimono to keep herself standing.
Nevermind that she wanted to violently defile their bodies and violate their souls.