MoonMan said:
"Miss Tweak...being a part of the Cirrus Station Security isn't that hard. I will help you! Administrator Cassefin has assured everyone on the security force that there is nothing wrong with the station...you shouldn't be so sad!"
Mimi began to show a more concerned frown as Tweak attempted to explain herself. The giddy Savtech stopped and pondered for a moment, placing a hand on her chin and staring at the floor in deep thought. Before she could raise her voice again to speak, however, another volumetric image appeared next to her. It was Kess, her face expressing a very familiar look of mild annoyance.
"Quit coddling her, Mimi," Kess spoke sharply.
Mimi smiled weakly back at her peer. "I don't mean to coddle...I just don't want Miss Tweak to feel upset."
Kess sighed audibly, shaking her head slightly at the honey-blond Savtech before turning to Tweak. "Look. I don't have a problem with you crying to yourself in a corner...just don't do it in a closet, and don't do it when you're on duty. There's a break room around the bend here, and there's nobody in it. Sit there for a while if you have to. When you're ready to go, we'll lead you to where you need to be. Just don't cause any problems...Cassefin is already on my ass as it is."
Tweak suddenly glared at the both of them, standing up from leaning against the wall.
See, she was nervous around large groups of people, this was true. She didn't like public attention, for some unknown reason. It just made her nervous to have everyone looking at her. And, even if she wasn't the target of attention, the racket her tactical mind made telling her every little thing about every person around her nearly drove her crazy.
But, when she was alone, that was when she could focus. That's why she liked to write when she was isolated and hiding, because her thoughts came clearer then.
Despite Mimi's talking, Tweak had time to think over Cassefin's orders while she was fleeing the briefing closet. There were so many things about this new assignment that bothered her...and, being a mechanic, the biggest annoyance of all was the incredible impracticality and lack of logic or reason behind Montreal's hiring choices. If the station was safe, why have security? And, if she wanted security...The more Tweak thought about it, the more annoyed she got. Finally, she just let it out. Her words started as a low half-hissing whisper, but steadily got louder.
"I don't care if Miss Montreal sees nothing 'wrong' with the station's staff. It can be the shining pinnacle of civilization or the pit of hell for all I care! I...am...NOT...a...security-freakin'-GUARD." Tweak growled each word from between clenched teeth.
She turned her blood-red gaze on Mimi. "I don't know what you know from this 'file' on me that you mentioned, but that one fact should have been abundantly clear by its absence. Also, if your Cassefin was
truly a genius, she wouldn't have hired ENGINEERS to do a SOLDIER'S duty! Send that through your thought matrices for a moment, will you please? Then tell me this: If she's got the 'real' scientists cooped up doing her experiments, who's taking care of the station's upkeep, huh?"
The exasperated neko took a breath, then continued as she shifted her eyes to Kess. "If she didn't need me for the job that I am trained to do, then she shouldn't have accepted my transfer. I don't care if I'm the lowest of space janitors, if I don't have to deal with people and can be of some actual
use doing what I like to do, then I will do it with all of my heart. But, if you insist on putting me on some forsaken patrol...we will both regret that decision."
((OOC: See the OOC thread if you're wondering what brought this on.))