By now, Sienna's pace of eating had slowed to a crawl, and she was leaning her cheek on a closed fist, propped up by an elbow on her table. The amused grin on her face had spread, and as a few of the crew members gathered up their dishes and started to file out in frustration, she started to shake her head slightly, trying not to laugh at the spectacle.
Maybe she'd heard all the wrong things about the Star Army. For being a trained fighting force, they sure weren't handling the emotional backlash of a little violence very well. She had already deduced that at least two of the soldiers were fresh recruits from their misplaced anger, not to mention the way they were addressed when they got out of line. But Sune losing control like that? That was something of a surprise to her. She had him figured for a coolheaded, emotionally flat type. Of course, she'd figured Egil for that type as well, until the incident on the shuttle when she'd seen how he bristled in defense of his friend. Perhaps everyone on this ship had their hot buttons, and it didn't seem like many of them were very hard to push.
She'd thought they were just crazy when they repeatedly put themselves back in danger back on the world, first in bringing Conrad aboard the shuttle with a parasite attached to him, then again to save Bors. She didn't understand what was so difficult about the choice - sacrifice one, save many, including yourself. It was simple. She was thankful it had worked out in the end with no body bags, but it was a stupid gamble nonetheless in her mind.
But now after this fiasco, she was forming an entirely new opinion of this crew. They weren't crazy; they were weak. Emotionally fragile, coddled, and weak. She knew that life was about choices, and the hard ones were what tested what one was made of. And she also knew that sometimes another person's choice put you in a position you didn't want to be in. It was the cold reality of the universe, and there was not much anyone could do about it. These people seemed hell bent on relying on others, ignorant of the fact that other people will always fail them. And when the natural order reared its ugly head, they simply didn't know how to handle it. They were completely incapable of dealing with harsh reality.
It was entertaining to her, but also somewhat disillusioning and disappointing. With a shrug, she shook her head again and turned back to her dinner. As long as they didn't kill each other while she was still aboard their ship, it wasn't her problem.