"After our first mission, when Mara was injured, when I dragged her out of her armor... I resented you. I thought you were inhuman because you had given up on her for dead."
The cold in his gray eyes was like that of a blizzard, a chilling, fierce force of nature contained within the two orbs.
"After that moment I considered what you were, something to avoid at all costs. I swore to never become like you, what I viewed as a man of war, concerned more about statistics than the lives of those under his command."
He closed his eyes and drew a deep breath.
"But... something about you changed... I do not know when and I do not know how, but this mission has shown me how utterly, terribly wrong I was about you. You are a good person, Nyton Claymere, a man who is willing to sacrifice himself, risk the mission even, for the lives you hold in your hands."
His head tilted and he grimaced, as if he had been struck by something, but he continued regardless, his words pained.
"I am not a good leader. When presented with the same situations you dealt with this mission, I held the lives of my subordinates, the lives of the prisoners like a deck of playing cards, calculating the best odds for success regardless of the consequences. These tough decisions I am unfit to make because I am a hypocrit."
His eyes opened once more and they locked on to the Nepleslian again.
"For that, I apologize. And I apologize for holding you in such a negative light, Nyton. Please forgive my insolence."