Re: Mission 3: The sound of machina
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Sumaru returned her smile with one of his own, noting the sadness in her eyes and showing nothing but silent encouragement in his own gaze. "I'm sure it'll be an interesting read." Sumaru commented, remembering the story all too well. The one that basically wrote itself out to be a tale of his life, which also made the blonde samurai interested in reading it. Perhaps he'd ask to borrow it when she was finished. "Have you got a chance to see the ship’s gardens Sora?" Sumaru asked casually, trying to make light conversation for the walk back to her quarters.
"I have, it's been a while though. I've been so preoccupied with training simulations and keeping busy," Sora replied as she walked beside Sumaru. She listened to the soft thudding of her boot heels against the corridor, feeling a better sense of ease with the external sounds and some sort of conversation. "I've been meaning to try growing a couple more plants to move into the Med Bays but I haven't gotten around to it. I think-- I kinda regret not going back to the Palace to see the gardens when we were there."
"We'll have to make a point of it to visit them the next time we're here." Sumaru offered, mostly because he too would have liked to see Sora's beauty radiant amongst the wonderful flowers which flourished in the palace gardens. He imagined the sight for a moment, keeping pace with her as his mind drifted a second. Then they arrived, he opened the door and stood beside it, allowing her to enter first.
The young Ketsurui nodded her thanks to Sumaru as she entered her quarters to find a second bed. She looked truly confused for a moment, "Wait... why is there another?" She glanced to Sumaru and blushed a bright flush of pink, "Oh... right."
The young clan samurai noticed the bed, and the look on her face. "Ah, yes... I meant to have that sorted out." He mentioned, remembering now that he never did get around to talking to someone about that. "For tonight though, I'll spend it in the hall on guard." He added quickly, after all with his pure intentions; Sumaru would rather give Sora her privacy, and room to relax without his presence. Which would mean sleeping up against the door if need be.
"I'd hate for you to have to spend all night out in the corridor," Sora said awkwardly, unsure of how to deal with the situation. "Maybe we could rig up a curtain or something between the beds?" She knelt down in front of her foot locker to retrieve her toiletry kit and her yukata. "It's a large enough room so there's plenty of space so it wouldn't be too hard to divide the room without impeding your ability to function as a samurai."
"I've slept in more uncomfortable conditions." Sumaru offered in return, trying to make the situation as light on the Ketsurui princess as possible. "But if you insist, I can arrange something I'm sure." The samurai youth said, stepping into the room now that she was in there. He'd glance up trying to figure out how he'd go about fixing something like she suggested.
"The room can be reconfigured with different setting I think. We might be able to generate shelves or tie something bunk bed frames or something," Sora quickly suggested as she stood up again, absently tossing her hair back over her shoulder with her free hand. "Will you be heading down there with me or are you going to toy with the room?" She asked shyly, feeling awkward still.
Is that an invitation? Sumaru thought, not too sure what to make of her at the moment. His eyes stayed on the ceiling a moment as he considered what to answer her with. Inside, he wasn't too sure how she saw him and with such a shaky footing on his place in her life, he decided that going there might lead to some unwanted awkwardness for her or unneeded tension between them. "I should stay here..." Sumaru said, his words sounding a little inwardly but he did mean for her to hear it.
"I'll configure the room to your desires Sora while you bathe, that way you can rest comfortably when you return." Sumaru said, turning to nod his head with a small polite smile. The faint hint of his confusion was evident in his eyes though, even with all his training in suppressing his outward emotions, something this awkward was hard to manage.
Sora nodded again and turned quickly, "Okay... I'll be back in a few minutes then?" She said clumsily, she was uncertain of her own feelings. She adjusted her things in her left hand for a moment before she started towards the door again. "You can arrange the room however you feel is best really, I don't spend that much time in here..."
Not anymore. She thought sadly again as she offered Sumaru a soft shy smile.
While she was gone, Sumaru went about placing a separating wall in between the beds. Then with the free time, he even straightened up the room. Having spent is time living with his sisters as their house keeper, he was quite good at it. With a volumetric menu called up, the once Yamataian even went about re arranging the room and ordering things around in the quarters to make them more inviting. It had been a while since he had the chance to go about house work; he found a strange enjoyment in it, finding a small sliver of home so far away.
Needless to say, when Sora’d get back, she’d have a new room to return to and the smells and memories from before would be seeped out the airlock so to speak.
Sora spent her time in the baths, soaking and thinking about everything. It overwhelmed her and she sniffed trying not to cry as she reminded herself of what she's lost. She started toying with her hair after she wrapped herself in her towel as she made her decision. She pulled her yukata on and picked up her duty knife...
After finishing up with the room, Sumaru sighed deeply. She had been taking a while he started to worry, as her guardian he should be there, at least by the door. The young samurai dusted off his robes and headed out the door, at a brisk pace to the baths.
Once he arrived, he moved to where Sora would be bathing, he did not enter but knelt down beside the door to call into her. "I don't mean to disturb you Sora, but I came in case you'd like someone to wash your back." He offered, though a bit awkwardly.
Sora was a little startled by the sound of Sumaru's voice. "I'm almost done," she said shakily. She almost dropped her duty knife, but she needed to keep a firm grip on it. "How's the room looking?"
"I finished up with everything; I hope you don't mind I took the liberty of also rearranging your things. I think you'll find the new room refreshing enough to spend a little more time in it." Sumaru added the last bit with a helpful sort of tone in his voice, trying his best to make things better for her. He wondered about her voice and the subtitle differences in her reactions. Even if she was surprised, he was worried, something was off and he could feel it deep in his gut.
Please forgive me Yuumi. he thought to himself, in prayer for what he was about to do as he leaned to peak into the room.
With the knife in her hand, Sumaru didn't think, he suddenly moved across the baths in the blink of an eye. His unsheathed sword efficiently hit against the blade in her untrained grasp, an easy disarm for someone of his stature. Then with it flung into the air, deflected to lplunk harmlessly into a neerby bath, the Samurai slipped his arms around her and pulled her against himself, lifted under the back and legs. "Sora, explain!" He begged, the worry evident in his voice as he searched her eyes for some sort of reasoning.
In an instant, Sora's hair fell to the floor and on her lap, as the knife passed through the loose ponytail she held in her left hand. She looked startled by Sumaru's naturally quick response and she blinked up at him as the knife went flying.
Sumaru was speechless, his mouth opened to say something but his words had fled him. It took a moment, of the moods on his face shifting from worry to confusion then with his realization of the situation around him, with pilot's instinct, he turned a light pink. But the samurai could do nothing except stare down into her eyes as he held her almost naked form wrapped in a yukata in his arms, her beauty again captivated him. With such gentle eyes, his chivalrous gaze would not wander. "I'm sorry, I..." He couldn't gather enough words to apologize, still rather stunned and embarrassed.
"I... know this looks..." Sora looked away from Sumaru's intent gaze. "It's a little childish but-- I feel a little bit better. Is it too short?" She asked sheepishly, uncertain if she had made the cut straight. "I'm not sure I can explain but..."
Sumaru chuckled, firstly out of nervousness, but then he continued to laugh making light of the situation. "Oh, Sora..." He said on a pleasant sort of sigh, recollecting his composure. "No, it's fine." He said, not really looking at it critically, he was more so pleased to see the cut was intended for her hair and not her body. "You just scared me, seeing that knife in your hand. Plus all the stress you've been though, I kind of thought..." He trailed off, turning to look down at the knife.
Sora blushed as she pulled back away from Sumaru, feeling rather embarrassed and awkward about the whole situation. "I'm... sorry, I should've probably gotten scissors but it was all I had on hand. Please forgive me, I didn't mean to scare you." She looked at Sumaru's face not quite able to meet his gaze yet.
"No, I should have never considered you would even think about such things. Please accept my deepest apologizes Sora." Sumaru said rather quickly with a rushed sort of nervous voice as he quickly bowed his head in shame and embarrassment. Still holding her in his arms, in his nervousness he had still yet to put her down.
"All things are possible in this world, and I appreciate your concern... This has been hard for me and I'm not just going to turn my heart off. It hurts and I miss him horribly even now..." Her eyes wandered back up to Sumaru's face as she tried to keep herself from crying. "I... I'll be okay, it'll just..."
"We all must experience pain, in order to understand the good parts of life. Without sorrow to contrast our happiness against we would never know what it was." Sumaru spoke straight from his heart. He was someone who had experienced pain and sorrow throughout his life, from the death of his parents. To the days he slaved away to keep his sister's happy. Then the day his allies died, leaving him helpless to save them, the very same day Sora had been reborn and had forgotten their conversation. He had to constantly remind himself of this, in combat and in his striving to return to the neko in his arms side.
Though even now, he had a small kind smile on his face trying to evoke one on the girl’s. "You can cry, no one will harm you or say anything. I’m here now, and as long as my soul exists I will protect you." He pulled her a little closer now, into his firm protective embrace.
Sora's eyes widened and the dam broke. Tears started spilling down her cheeks and she pulled herself closer into Sumaru's embrace, finally letting herself cry. She very desperately needed to feel like she wasn't alone but she still afraid to open herself completely to anyone again.
She just couldn't stop feeling the tightness in her chest whenever she thought of Serizawa. She wanted to make the pain go away and as she finally looked back into Sumaru's face she kissed him, hoping to make the memories go away.
The kiss was returned, chivalrously, not giving away to blind passion but still giving Sora all the compassion she'd need that he could offer. He wanted her to feel better; he'd do anything for her, no matter the cost. With her in his arms, the blonde samurai returned the princess to her quarters and took care of her for the rest of the night.