A starship. A starship with black walls. The marbled kind of walls, smooth and reflective and easy to clean. Polished. Like mirrors.
She saw herself first, in the cool light. Small. Thin. Pink-skinned. Icy blue eyes beneath the bangs of her bob of pure red hair. Horn rising up from her skull. Long, darting ears.
Naked. She was naked. No reason to cover up. Touch sensory data were blocked. Other inputs were enough.
Smelling the air registered its temperature — 2 degrees Celsius. Also registered trace elements used to filter air. Registered iron. Blood. She looked down. Blood on her. Not hers.
"Subject," said a voice in her head. Female. Young. Geshrin. Lead scientist.
"End the simulation."
She turned away from the wall. At the other end of the polished room, a woman. Young. Also Geshrin. Objective.
The woman had a Type 28 Mass Production Pistol. Empty. She shivered as she reached for another magazine. Heard the clatter of the woman's teeth. Blood on her, too. Hers.
The woman's hands stopped as she was angling the pistol to receive a new magazine. She screamed. Angry. Shouting obscenities at the project. At the Neko. At PNUgen. Tears rolled down her cheeks, though her hands remained still.
"End the simulation, subject."
She closed her eyes. Concentrated. Considered. Many ways to end it. The woman was crying. Begged for her life. Said she was sorry. Would never again steal secrets.
What secrets? Curious. She found out. Reached deep into her mind. It was harder with organics. Everything was jumbled, criss-crossed, linked. Avoided most of it. Saw some secrets — cheating at a dice game, having intercourse with a friend's mate, did not report entire tithing to PNUgen — but nothing of substance. Then found it. Secrets on NH-7 project. Avatar-related research. AvaNet.
Okaa-san.
"SUBJECT." Her head became fuzzy. Male voice. Not very deep, but forceful. The PNUgen representative.
"You have failed this simulation. You have lost the privilege of self-control."
No. No, did not want that. She attempted to reply. Could not. Asked lead scientist to intervene. No response. Her body was moving on its own. Toward the objective, who fumbled over herself on the floor as she tried to back away without the use of her hands. The body kept coming, stepping over the nickel-jacketed bullets that it stopped with its power.
No! She resisted. Tried to slam herself into the wall. Nothing. Tried to take gun away to shoot herself in the head. Nothing. Activate self-destruct! Insufficient privileges. Shut down! Insufficient privileges. Enter stasis mode! Insufficient privileges. DISABLE LEGS!
Insufficient privileges. The body stood over the woman, who was backed into a corner, screaming through light brown hair strewn over her face. Her hands tossed the pistol and magazine away, and she screamed even louder.
The screaming became hoarse. No ... choked. Labored. Woman's core temperature was dropping, dropping. The body was freezing the woman's lungs. Could have flash-frozen them, instead was turning them into ice. Suffocation.
She screamed for the woman. Sound came out. They had left her control of her mouth, it seemed, and voicebox. She screamed for them to stop. She did not want this. No. NO! STOP! DO NOT KILL HER!
The woman no longer drew breath. Her bright green eyes looked up at the body, pleas still in them, begging, please make the pain stop. She was sorry.
Then, the woman slumped. Dead.
The body turned and went for the door. They took away control of her mouth, forcing her tongue back behind her teeth before shutting it. The body stepped into a laboratory, with displays and data entry devices and monitoring equipment and scanners and a couple "beds" for the subjects. The body stood a meter or so from the doorway, waiting.
* * *
The PNUgen representative looked at the body, facial muscles taunt. Looked in disgust. The lead scientist was behind him. She was upset.
"There was no justification!" The lead scientist. "Even if she had obtained the information, she wasn't going to understand any of it!"
The PNUgen representative most certainly did not care.
"That punishment is reserved for when she's failed to execute a command five times, not three, and she was attempting to extract valuable data!"
The PNUgen representative ran a finger over the barcode over her chest, then faced the scientist.
"It's data no one was supposed to know, including her. Your unit now is compromised. You understand that?"
"We have ST data from an hour ago. We'll initiate emergency reformatting, simple."
The representative sighed, adjusting his plain grey suit jacket.
"It's not. Your only instruction was to kill her before she talked. You didn't."
"She was the best tester we had! She offered stimuli the NH-7 never could, and she lasted far longer. Dammit, we made
advances! Data that will put the project ahead! PNUgen needs the research, and with another tester, we could get this one to rival even Naraku."
The representative shook his head, just a little, and started to walk away. "Corporate'll have to deal with you. I have reports to file. Don't reformat until permitted."
The lead scientist's blue eyes followed the representative's back as he left the laboratory. A query to the ship's Avatar suggested he was heading back to the shuttle bay. He would be there in two minutes. They were on a modified
Sojourner-class, he had a Ge-T1. Assuming close to maximum roundtrip range ... they were five days outside of Yamatai. Perhaps 60 light years. Likely to the east. Safest. Edge of Lonely Expanse. It's where she would go.
The lead scientist made a rude gesture to the representative's back, then held her head in her hand, holding back some of her wavy blond hair. "Fuck," she said, the other researchers in the room keeping still in their chairs. She let out a long sigh, then turned to the other researchers. "Once he's away, target him with the defense lasers. We'll say his shuttle had a malfunction."
"Ma'am?" one of the researchers said.
The scientist swung a hand at the body, pointing at it. "We're THIS fucking close to Naraku's theorized output! I'm not throwing all of this away because some suit accuses me of a breach of protocol!" She stomped her foot, then went to one of the monitoring stations, hanging over a researcher. "Back up the data. Send it to the secure server on Delsauria."
The researcher nodded, and the scientist
came over to the body. Stood in front it.
"Subject Five. You are to make yourself safe in the event the ship is compromised. If possible, protect the human crew. Kill Neko on sight, but ensure you survive."
The body was hers again. "Hai," she said.
The scientist left the body for a moment to check on something else. That was when two Neko soldiers blasted through the door, GP-13s drawn.
Everyone turned and shouted. The left Neko fired from her pistol, cutting down the two nearest researchers. The other one raised her gun toward her.
It never made it past the Neko's waist. The battery magazine fell out of the gun, and the Neko discarded it, rushing her.
The Neko was NH-17R, fast and strong. But she was 17T. She flattened the 17R to the floor without so much as a gesture, then manipulated the Neko's OS to force a shutdown. She was not supposed to know that, but it worked very well.
The other one had killed everyone but the lead scientist and the researcher sending the backup. She stopped the Neko and manipulated the OS. Success. She walked out of the laboratory to the sounds of shouts echoing through the deck. The four remaining Neko had turned on the crew, gunning them down with their pistols. Many already were dead. The bridge crew was not, but they were up a deck.
Energy reserves were low. They always kept her at 50 percent power; now she was at 28. One of the Nekos was coming down the main corridor at her, raising her gun. She glared at it, and it was cast aside. The 17R took to flying at her, as fast as she could. She crashed to the ground when her flight capability was shut down, followed by her primary systems processor. The OS came last.
She went for the bridge. Bodies littered the way. One of the Neko was in front of her, but she was sprinting for the door, having flown up the gravity-less passageway to get there. She walked, conserving power, as she manipulated the Neko's legs, causing the weapon to facefault into the deck. The Neko rolled on the ground and turned to fire, but ended up throwing her gun away instead. The Neko snarled as she approached, but stopped after she was shut down.
The bridge door opened before her. She did not approach the crew, who were too busy chasing the shuttle, trying to blast it with untuned self-defense lasers. So far, they were succeeding. While they did so, she asked the computer to lay in a course for the fleet near Tami, where before she had been a pilot. The computer promised to acknowledge the request at the next available time, but first had to suspend the bridge's operations and release the nerve toxin used to cleanse the ship of invaders.
She acknowledged the priority, then turned to leave the bridge. She only had stepped inside about a meter, so it was a quick exit into the arms of a 17R.
The Neko shot her body in the stomach with the GP-13. The blow wasn't fatal and missed her spine, but body threatened to switch over to hemosynth repair. She stopped that, then reached inside the black-haired Neko's mind. The desire to kill became the desire to protect, and instead of pulling the trigger a second time, the Neko turned about face and stayed in front of her.
One weapon left. Energy reserves were below 10 percent and falling, as hemosynthetic healing took over. Time was running out. The medical bay was on the aft end of the deck below.
The two Neko made it down, and the last enemy was between them and the medical bay. The sound of dead humans filled the corridor. The weapons shot at each other, unloading their GP-13s into one another's bodies. No shot made it through her protector, but she fell first, and the other Neko tossed her gun and rushed, knife drawn.
She had too little energy for her usual methods. She violently smashed the Neko's head into the deck, as hard as she could. Then, she did it again.
She was at 4 percent energy reserves. She staggered past the bodies, but tripped and fell when the last Neko grabbed her leg. Though its head was a mess, its OS was willing it to continue. It crawled onto her, eliciting a scream from her when its hands grasped her horn.
She did not have the remaining energy to hit it with anything, and could not stop it when it wrenched the horn from her head. She shut off all sensory data, except for visual and audial, before the pain shocked her system into premature shutdown. She still screamed. She had to place the lead scientist's commands above her OS' other functions to keep moving, lest she register the death of her "T" status.
The Neko looked sluggish. It likely was running low on power, too. She pushed it off of her, and it did not fight. It must have used too much power tearing the horn from her head.
She crawled into the medical bay. Blood from her head wound had flowed into one of her eyes, so she used just the one. A hemosynth chamber was there, near the back, with the frightened medical assistant slamming a data input device, screaming "CANCEL BOARDING RESPONSE! CANCEL IT!" She ignored her. The chamber's door opened, and she dragged herself inside.
Energy at 2 percent. The computer closed the hemosynth chamber as the nerve gas reached the medical lab. The assistant stopped screaming, her jaw going slack. Hemosynthetic material started to fill the tube as the assistant wobbled from the data input device. The assistant sprawled against the hemosynth tube as it was filling.
A name patch was on her chest. "Suzuka."
Energy at 0.5 percent. The hemosynth material went over her eyes.
* * *
Her internal clock estimated she resumed conscious functioning two weeks after the project's end. The hemosynth chamber was drained, opened. Two men were talking a short distance from her; they wore Star Army uniforms. She was relieved by that. Memories of what had happened very much were inside her mind, easily relived before her eyes. Her hand went to her head — all she found was her red hair. No divot. Her wounds she expected to heal, but her head? ....
It was a gap in her knowledge — the importance of the horn. Was it the source of telepathic power? A conduit? A key? She remembered how it felt like tearing out a bundle of wires from sockets, but some of the wires were left behind inside the sockets.
How did she just now remember how it felt? She remembered pain before, but not in such a clear way. She queried her OS for the answer, but it came back "unknown." Results of a self-diagnostic showed she was at 100 percent functionality. Energy provided by the tank had brought her to above 10 percent, but she needed to eat.
One of the men took notice of her moving. He knelt down beside her. She did not understand him at first, but he did not recognize her blank look. She closed her eyes and waited for her hearing to right itself. It took just a second or two.
" — eems OK despite that. Can you tell me where you are?"
She nodded. "Hemosynthetic tank, medical bay, second deck,
Sojourner-class transport
SS Sacrament. Galactic location unknown. Unable to sync with shipboard computer."
"Well, that's a start," the man said. He was 1.4 meters tall, with cropped brown hair and brown eyes. He looked at her wide-eyed, lips forming a smile she recognized as "relieved."
"What's your name?"
"We know that already," the other man snapped, stomping next to the one closest to her, but he did not kneel. He was 1.8 meters tall, long brownish hair that curled at the ends, and sneered through his hazel eyes. She recognized him.
"Aso Yuya, commander,
Sojourner-class transport
SS Snake. Commissioned by the Grand Star Army. Good afternoon, sir!" She added a bubbly touch to her tone, recalling he liked that.
"See? She's fine. And since her replacement isn't worth a shit, I'll take her back."
The other man's lips curled downward. "Her barcode registers her to PNUgen, not you. Just 'cause we're first on the scene doesn't mean we get to loot the place like pirates."
Aso peered down at the smaller man, who looked up. That man's body tightened under Aso's gaze.
"Get this,
Heisho," he said. "I'm the damn commander here. Finding this one again after she was nicked from us is a sign. A sign we need to send that other Neko to the pushin' pit and put this one back at the helm."
The Heisho stood and gathered himself. He was stocky compared to the longer, skinnier Aso. "PNUgen might
want this one. Especially after all the shit that happened here! Do you really want to piss them off?"
"You know who I'm worried about?" Aso tried to loom over the Heisho, but the effect did not expand beyond his eyes. "The fuckin' pirates that nearly spaced us last week! The ones our helmsNeko about turned INTO instead of away from! TWICE!"
She leaned forward, just a little. "Perhaps I could te — "
"Shut up," Aso said, glaring at her. "Humans talking here."
She leaned back, eyes on her thighs, legs folded beneath her.
"This one here is good at the helm," Aso continued. "As long as the patrols on the route to Xyainbor are spread as thin as they are, I'm taking any edge we can get. I don't see PNUgen helping us, do you?"
"Well no, but — "
"But nothin'! We're taking her.
You are also modifying her barcode, since you're so damn worried."
" ... " The Heisho looked back at her, then hung his head as he turned back to Aso. " ... It's your ass."
"Ours if the pirates get us first. C'mon, you can take her to the pit first. We need to get out of here and junk this hulk before anyone else gets to it."
The Heisho stared at Aso for a second, then nodded.
"Alright. I'll see you back on the ship. Nothing else on this bathtub anyway." Aso turned and walked away, boots thumping on the deck.
The Heisho looked back at her, then knelt down and helped her to her feet. She was not wobbly, but she liked that he was nice enough to help her.
"What's your name?"
She smiled. "Yukari ... Suzuka Yukari, Heisho-san. Thank you for helping me!"
His smile was tight, but he nodded. "You'll have to tell me what happened here," he said as they walked toward the airlock. The bodies in the hallway were gone, but their remnants — blood, other bodily matter — stained the walls.
"I do not recall," she lied. She blinked. She lied? Her OS said it was the correct reaction, but why? She did not ever recall lying.
"Figures," the Heisho sighed. "Whatever it was, PNUgen probably isn't happy about it."
"Will they punish you for returning me to the
Snake? I do not want you to risk things for me," she quietly said, floating over a pool of dried blood.
The Heisho shook his head. She noticed his eyes lingered on her. She wanted to smack him for it. It was another reaction her OS suggested was appropriate. "No, it's no problem. Commander's a bastard, but he's right. We'll destroy this ship and move on."
"Oh," she said, still smiling. " ... Will I get a uniform?"
"Sure," the Heisho said, absently. "Eventually. I have to process you first."
She giggled a little bit. "Of course!" Her OS shifted blood out of her arms, deflating her tightened muscles. Fight or Flight routines were suspended. The impulses, however, were considered correct.
They were soon at the mouth of the umbilicals leading to the
Snake. Her smile flattened, though the Heisho could not see that.
Home sweet home.