Well i've been using my avatar for a long time... originally it was just a picture but after i became friends with someone who was good with computers (think about 4 years ago) I asked him to spruce it up a little and this is what resulted and he incorparated aline from a poem i had written at the time
Bleed your death upon me,
Feel the sweet pain of sin,
And feed the lust within thee,
and give the innocence you hid deep within.
Give your soul to me,
with your last innocent breath
And live in sin eternally,
the fun begins with your death