YSS Kaiyō II
Power Armor Bay
Lining up with the others under Eden's command, she was thankful that the XO had come to take control, and offered her a warm salute as she approached. In all reality it felt like an empty gesture, though she kept such thoughts to herself as she glanced about those present in their group. She knew Mark and Eden, and that was simply it, neither of which she knew very well. With Mark, she felt as if he felt closer to her and understood her better than she felt towards him. It made her feel awful, how someone could become her friend and act like he knew her when she felt so little towards him. He was a friend, one she did not know well, and it ate at her core that she could not force herself to feel more.
At first she suffered with dealing with the feelings and problems of sapience, but in recent times they faded, as if the problems had consisted of a single wave and concluded shortly. She knew it was not such a case, considering her problems shifted as she enacted more subroutines towards what surfaced in her body. She shut down so many paths of feeling, so many emotions from arising to a visible level, though at first she still felt them. But as time passed she felt them less, and here she felt them as if they were behind a foggy wall that she'd have to actively push through to truly feel. Was this better? Was feeling so little truly better than feeling too much? She didn't know, but people relied on her, and shecould not be weak in a military, she could not falter.
On the crew were some she did not know, and she felt some sanctity in knowing that it wasn't due to a lack of her attempts unlike the rest of the crew. Riku was new, as they had clearly stated, and appeared eager, both to know the crew and to serve his role well. How much of it was an act? How much hidden fear was behind that smile? Considering he was in Yamatai, it could be that he held no fear depending on how much he believed in the soul transfers and other medical technology, or if he was less trusting, he could be terrified. He was new, so maybe it would show in his actions.
Hanna was another that caught her eye, though she would be lying if she said she claimed she knew a single thing about the girl. A cyan haired neko, and one that, she noted, she almost never saw in the time she had been on board. That could be a mix of her own routine schedule that rarely left certain sections of the ship or a lack of presence of Hanna, or simply a mix of both, but the brief times she had seen her, she had not shared a word. Perhaps it was time to change that.
"Nitô Hei Hanna." She spoke briefly to the Neko lined next to her. "If it does not conflict with future orders, would you mind if we preform as a duo within our team?" It was an odd request, but it was something she was hoping on regardless. While she would do anything to assist her team she felt more comfortable operating on a smaller scale, and having someone on a similar wavelength to directly interact with and preform would ease her spirits. Her voice was artificial as always, but there was an odd tinge to it, not just a kindness, but a tinge of hope, as if she was asking for something she wanted, but did not quite believe she could have.