YSS Eucharis
"I will leave it up to you individually whether to stay aboard or to salvage. If you salvage, stay with a partner," Hanako told the crew before throwing away her ration package and departing.
The Taisa first stopped by the bridge and took an AMES suit form there and carried it with her down to the shuttle bay where the fighter was waiting. She removed her utility belt and pulled the plasticky suit over her uniform before putting the belt back on and climbing up the metal rungs on the side of the fighter. She waited seated on the cockpit's edge for Sune to arrive.
After seeing Hanako leave the briefing, Sune got up took his ICP and made his way to the exit. He deposited his refuse into the available recepticle and headed up to his cabin. The cabin seemed strangly empty with Valencia away. Sune secured his ICP in his locker and headed down to the shuttle bay. Along the way he grabbed an AMES from one of the unraided Damage Control stations and carried it with him.
Once Sune entered the bay, Hanako flashed him a smile before sliding her legs into the Hayabusa's cockpit and strapping herself into the front seat. Her SPINE system interfaced with the fighter and brought all the systems online save the aether engines.
Once he entered the hanger he saw Hanako already in the fighter. He returned the smile she gave, which belied his current state of nervousness. He walked over to the side and removed his belt with the accessories attached. He stepped into the protective suit and pulled it up over his uniform. Sune then reattached the belt and approached the fighter. Having never seen a V6 series fighter, it took him a moment to identify the proper hand holds to ascend and enter. A lot more room than a Mindy-2 he thought.
"Hopefully we should not have to fight anything. In case we do, however, you will need to designate targets. The computer will be able to do the tacking, aiming, and firing of the six turrets," Hanako informed him.
Fighting was not something had given serious thought to. "Right, select and let the systems take care of the shooting. Sounds good to me. It is my first time in one of these ma'am," he replied. He then started familarizing himself with the systems and controls.
Once the cockpit was sealed, the Taisa slowly pushed the Hayabusa past the damaged shuttlebay doors using the control sticks and the anti-gravity systems. They floated out into space. "I have the audio pickup switched off now," Hanako told him. "So it is just you and me. We should talk, I think." She manuevered the fighter into a position to guard the salvagers.
"Yes there have been several items of concern that I wanted to speak to you about in the past, but the opportunity never presented itself...." Sune paused to decide which it would address. "Taisa, are you okay? Not physically, but emotionally... while we were preparing our power armors for use, you did something uncharacteristic for you. You said you were nervous and impatient. What exactly was causing those feelings?" he said softly.
"I...I have under a great deal of stress," Hanako admitted. "I just wanted to get in and do the mission so we could get out of there. I do not enjoy facing the Mishhuvurthyar. You have probably read my history...medical history included," she told him. "I hate them and what they have done to me. Not only physically but the way they have changed me. I have become hardened...closed in, and I am weary of constantly having to face death."
Sune listened quietly while Hanako opened up, It would seem my concerns were closer to the truth than I thought. He waited a second or two before replying. "I can empathize ma'am. I suspected that this newest war was affecting you. From as far back at Battle of Nataria. I observed your behavior, and analyzed the NMX strategy. While I am sure they wanted the starships, I concluded they were in fact after a much more strategic target.... you. From cutting the squadron apart to the introduction of those bugs, it was all calculated to elicit an emotional response. And well, we haven't exactly had much down time. Everyone thinks a Nekovalkyrja is just a weapon, and unaffected by events. But they are wrong.... And unfortunately, everyone sees you as the Great Indefeatable Hanako. However, they do not see the real you. You have paid dearly. Sacrificing ship and...shipmates for the good of the Empire."
"And before," Hanako went on, "I felt at least there was lvoe to balance it out...but I do not feel that warmth anymore. Yui has become distant. She is so busy we rarely speak anymore...and there is no one on the ship I have been truly close with. I feel alone."
Sune had always heard that command was lonely, but never fully realized the extent that Hanako had been feeling. He knew she was not a manufactured neko but it was natural to want affection, even if it was just someone to hold her, or a shoulder to cry on. "Taisa... you are not alone. I care about you, not as a healer, or as a member of your crew. I have no real family, but I consider my feelings towards you to be like those I have for my friend on the Bouken. I am your friend, and I will always be your friend, and will stand beside you no matter what we face."
Hanako took a deep breath, feeling full of emotion. "Sune, thank you. I trust you. I know you must keep thinking of we you saw there...it is difficult to get it out of my thoughts as well. It also shows why I cannot stop and just retire. We need everyone to do her part until the NMX can no longer freely do with our people as they please."
"I never imagined just how depraved the NMX could be. And I will be honest, it has affected me. My emotions are jumbled, one moment I want to go into a rage against what they were doing, and then I feel terrified for those on the Bouken, when I looked at those two children we rescued, I kept seeing the two young ones I knew there. When I joined the Star Army it was to help protect people, the ones who can not help themselves. And after today, I feel that I have failed. It does not make sense, but it is how I feel."
"You did not fail that family in the recreation room," Hanako pointed out. "If you had not been there, all of the prisoners might be dead now. We just need to keep doing our best to save people from the NMX...whether than means defending Yamatai or going after their war machine."
"Good words, Hana.. Taisa. But what can one ship, one crew hope to accomplish. How many more battles will the Eucharis hold together. And the NMX..." Sune paused trying to figure out the best word to use. "Bastards... just keep coming. The fleet is bottled up, Yamatai is all but surrounded... and no matter how smart and clever we try to be.. It seems we come up short." Sune said giving voice to his own pain.
"This ship, not any ship but this ship, stopped the NMX from taking our fleets and crushing us at Nataria. This ship, not any ship but this ship, stopped the NMX from taking Elysia Novus. And it may be this ship that delivers the killing blow of the war. Whether it is Yui's vision or simple chance, we seem to be in the right place at the right time. We should take advantage of it."
Fortune favors the bold and the reckless. he thought. "I do not know about the Taisho's vision, ma'am. But it would seem that we need to... come up with a new play book. The enemy knows our tactics and strategies and plans accordingly. Perhaps we need to come up with some new tactics, or use what they know against them. Trick them into being where we need them to be to hurt them, to make them pay for all the blood we have shed."
"But we are off topic, what can I do to help you ... to get through this time? "
"Honestly...I need someone to bond with, someone I can be close to. Not necessarily a lover but a confidante. Right now, it looks like you are it," Hanako smiled.
Sune considered Hanako's words. "I can do that, I can be that person for you." Sune meant what he was saying, mere words seemed inadequate. But whatever he could do to help ease some of Hanako's burden he would do it. He was also more comfortable with that role, than some thing more intimate. Hanako's reputation in dare parties and such, left Sune feeling not up to the task of lover, having never been one. "So, I presume Kage-Shosa will be the XO now Taisa?"
Hanako sighed. "I am not sure yet. He was part of the crew before, but I ended up transferring him because of...well, we did not see eye to eye with many things, such as the technology. But he is the best at what he does and we need him. However for now he is not in the normal chain of command, but rather my adviser. We will see after a mission or two how I feel about putting him as my XO. As for you, I am promoting you to Juni and keeping you as first officer for the time being."
Sune would have to figure out how to work with the Shosa. "Thank you Taisa, I will do my best. For now it would probably be best to let Kage-Shosa have Stateroom one given his senior rank. And I will work on establishing a working relationship with him."