Philosophy and existentialism were not something Taka had done much studying in. Like religion, it was too abstract for him to really understand. Nonetheless, he desperately needed what little he knew right now.
"Okay, lie back," Taka pulled her back and did likewise so that both of them were staring at the ceiling above them. "Close your eyes and ... just listen for a few minutes."
This was something he had done with his sister when she had gotten really upset after something at school. It had worked then, might work now.
His right arm was still around her shoulder, now held to the ground. But that was alright.
Time passed silently, save for the breeze and the sound of animals. Takamori opened his eyes and spoke, "Your definition of a soldier is wrong. Well, maybe not wrong but incomplete. A soldier has to think, to know right from wrong. Otherwise, what is to keep us from doing evil things ourselves?"
"The Mishhu are living, sentient creatures but what they want, what they do to others hurts people. They do not want to share the galaxy, they want absolute control for their own purposes. They don't love things, they don't care for emotions like we do. The Mishhu take what they want without regard to others."
"You sound like your only purpose is to be a soldier and care about the Empire. Well, I say you're wrong. You care too much about others and not enough about yourself. I love the Empire and I love my family but I'm not going to volunteer for a suicide mission just because it will protect the Empire. If I die, my family will mourn me and that is something I absolutely refuse to allow. Plus, I want a family of my own one day so I don't intend to let duty tell me to disregard my life.
You need to start caring about something besides the Empire. I'm out here protecting my family. What are you protecting, besides the Empire?"